Dear ATOT:
this will be my last thread about Said Australian girl.
she signed off today, wont be signing back on
I told her essentially that because of the strain imposed on the relationship by 13,000 miles distance from eachother, it wouldnt be practical to continue the relationship.. (i really hate reality)...
in the end, she told me when i asked her about something she said, she told me to "drop it", and "leave it be"... those tag words are really painful for me to hear...
this relationship has gone on about 5 months... 2.5 hours a day at a minimum, talking... i'm fairly sure i've talked to her more than i have to anyone else in my life...i would stay up every night till 2 or 3 am talking to her...
anyway, she wouldnt let go of that she was bisexual... (i didnt even consider her one...), she was becoming kind of flaky because of several personal conflicts with her mother and friends over said sexual orientation... i wont go into detail...
this causes me a lot of pain to think what i have put her through she signed off today, and i probably wont get to talk to her again i really dont know what to do now...
reality setting in was pretty much the reason for me ending it.. even though i could go down and visit her, i dont know what may have happened after that... i wouldnt leave my life up here to stay down there...
the fact of the matter way this is being posted isnt helping convey my emotion...
anyway, Aussie girl, I still Love you, and will always love you, but youi know why i had to end it. i didnt want to, but there was really no other viable choice...
some jewels of my wisdom...
Love consists of 5000 parts Pain, 3000 parts suffering, and 1 part happiness.
Love breeds 2 children. Misery and Torment.
this will be my last thread about Said Australian girl.
she signed off today, wont be signing back on
I told her essentially that because of the strain imposed on the relationship by 13,000 miles distance from eachother, it wouldnt be practical to continue the relationship.. (i really hate reality)...in the end, she told me when i asked her about something she said, she told me to "drop it", and "leave it be"... those tag words are really painful for me to hear...
this relationship has gone on about 5 months... 2.5 hours a day at a minimum, talking... i'm fairly sure i've talked to her more than i have to anyone else in my life...i would stay up every night till 2 or 3 am talking to her...
anyway, she wouldnt let go of that she was bisexual... (i didnt even consider her one...), she was becoming kind of flaky because of several personal conflicts with her mother and friends over said sexual orientation... i wont go into detail...
this causes me a lot of pain to think what i have put her through
she signed off today, and i probably wont get to talk to her again i really dont know what to do now... reality setting in was pretty much the reason for me ending it.. even though i could go down and visit her, i dont know what may have happened after that... i wouldnt leave my life up here to stay down there...
the fact of the matter way this is being posted isnt helping convey my emotion...
anyway, Aussie girl, I still Love you, and will always love you, but youi know why i had to end it. i didnt want to, but there was really no other viable choice...
some jewels of my wisdom...
Love consists of 5000 parts Pain, 3000 parts suffering, and 1 part happiness.
Love breeds 2 children. Misery and Torment.
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