I was just making a schedule for my next quarter here at RIT...and man the weirdest feeling came over me. I got cold and shaky thinking about my future. Yeah the windows open, but I feel really different now. Am I missing my family? Am I worried about failing out? Am I worried about being alone for the rest of my life? Am I worried about being broke?
Life's always been easy for me...i've never had to deal with anything life threatening or earth shattering. I know 90% of people I know have it a lot worse off than me emotional-wise. I go through my life stress free and never worried. I don't think about the future because I really dont care about money..haha not yet anyway. I only hope I'm going to be doing what I like for the rest of my life.
(5 minutes pass)
Whatever...I'm fine now, I can feel the warmth of my good old self back again. Tomorrow is another day to procrastinate, meet new people, run, get skinnier, one day closer to seeing my hometown friends for the first time in 2 and a half months. Might as well end this with a question for the people to ponder: after your first quarter or semester at college, how are you/did you feel? I know a couple of my friends aren't coming back because of the pressure. I guess this is how life is, you meet people all the time but they can come and go with the snap of the finger....which reminds me of this amazing girl i met friday.. I'll never see her again but she was so great. I know I won't stop talking about her for about the next week until the next one comes around, but damn, couldn't i have at least asked for a number instead of a hug? 😉
Life's always been easy for me...i've never had to deal with anything life threatening or earth shattering. I know 90% of people I know have it a lot worse off than me emotional-wise. I go through my life stress free and never worried. I don't think about the future because I really dont care about money..haha not yet anyway. I only hope I'm going to be doing what I like for the rest of my life.
(5 minutes pass)
Whatever...I'm fine now, I can feel the warmth of my good old self back again. Tomorrow is another day to procrastinate, meet new people, run, get skinnier, one day closer to seeing my hometown friends for the first time in 2 and a half months. Might as well end this with a question for the people to ponder: after your first quarter or semester at college, how are you/did you feel? I know a couple of my friends aren't coming back because of the pressure. I guess this is how life is, you meet people all the time but they can come and go with the snap of the finger....which reminds me of this amazing girl i met friday.. I'll never see her again but she was so great. I know I won't stop talking about her for about the next week until the next one comes around, but damn, couldn't i have at least asked for a number instead of a hug? 😉