Over the past three years I'd say I've sparsely gone outside. Mostly I'm focused on the CRT. Whether at school or at home. Finally I got outside and for a couple hours, breathed in the air. Something I've literally not done for years. In fact, before college, I'd be inside for days at a time.
Now its almost as though my senses were dumbed down inside, I notice I can barely "smell" worth sh!t unless I take a deep inhalation outside. Smells great (fall) does.
Only part I'm hating is that its now fall and I missed summer with work and school...(both full time hours..90/week or thereabouts). I hate winter in Canada. Its so dark and dreary... no sunlight fooorever.
I just had a flashback to when I was 12, outside that is. Taking that deep breath of air and looking at the huge trees behind my house sway.. wow it was kind of uplifting and got all the deadline stress off my shoulders for 10 minutes
I still feel buzzed almost heh. Maybe I need a sunlight in my ceiling??? that'd kick arse.
Now its almost as though my senses were dumbed down inside, I notice I can barely "smell" worth sh!t unless I take a deep inhalation outside. Smells great (fall) does.
Only part I'm hating is that its now fall and I missed summer with work and school...(both full time hours..90/week or thereabouts). I hate winter in Canada. Its so dark and dreary... no sunlight fooorever.
I just had a flashback to when I was 12, outside that is. Taking that deep breath of air and looking at the huge trees behind my house sway.. wow it was kind of uplifting and got all the deadline stress off my shoulders for 10 minutes
I still feel buzzed almost heh. Maybe I need a sunlight in my ceiling??? that'd kick arse.
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