why do i even bother going out......

[skim milk]

I really don't know

yeah. tonight I had some fun... but at the end of the night, I always replay everything I did in my head.... and see how people viewed me. Why do i care so much about what these people think about me? I feel so stuffed inside at the end of the night.... I wish my best friend was around... he is up north and I'm stuck in the south trying to impress the new groups I meet or something. :frown:

 

[minendo]

Originally posted by: fritolays
I really don't know

yeah. tonight I had some fun... but at the end of the night, I always replay everything I did in my head.... and see how people viewed me. Why do i care so much about what these people think about me? I feel so stuffed inside at the end of the night.... I wish my best friend was around... he is up north and I'm stuck in the south trying to impress the new groups I meet or something. :frown:

I wonder why I go out also. Some chick in a hooters outfit (yes she was hot) asked me if I wanted to go back to her place, but I had to decline.

 

[johnjohn320]

Sounds like you're feeling unfulfilled because you're not having as good of a time with these new people yet as you did with your old friend(s). The reason is obvious, you don't know them as well yet. Keep hanging with them, if nothing else it's something to do. Soon you'll get to know them better, and start having more fun.

 

[skim milk]

Originally posted by: johnjohn320
Sounds like you're feeling unfulfilled because you're not having as good of a time with these new people yet as you did with your old friend(s). The reason is obvious, you don't know them as well yet. Keep hanging with them, if nothing else it's something to do. Soon you'll get to know them better, and start having more fun.

this friend i had in high school.... i loved being around him. He understood my inside and out.... and vice versa... and shared the same interests

but now... even with girls or guys i meet... I couldn't be myself around them... that's what pisses me off. If they saw the TRUE side of who I am and wants to make judgements on that... that's fine. But... what they saw tonight was someone I'm not. I'll probably never see them again either.... so I guess I just gotta accept what they think of me and move on....

 

[johnjohn320]

Originally posted by: fritolays

Originally posted by: johnjohn320
Sounds like you're feeling unfulfilled because you're not having as good of a time with these new people yet as you did with your old friend(s). The reason is obvious, you don't know them as well yet. Keep hanging with them, if nothing else it's something to do. Soon you'll get to know them better, and start having more fun.

this friend i had in high school.... i loved being around him. He understood my inside and out.... and vice versa... and shared the same interests

but now... even with girls or guys i meet... I couldn't be myself around them... that's what pisses me off. If they saw the TRUE side of who I am and wants to make judgements on that... that's fine. But... what they saw tonight was someone I'm not. I'll probably never see them again either.... so I guess I just gotta accept what they think of me and move on....

Why do you change yourself? Don't. You'll find someone else who understands you for who you really are, dont waste time with superficial cliques and coteries.

 

[minendo]

Originally posted by: johnjohn320
Why do you change yourself?

Usually I change because I smell.

 

[tennisflip]

You have social anxiety. Take some Zoloft.

 

[Turkish]

Originally posted by: fritolays

Originally posted by: johnjohn320
Sounds like you're feeling unfulfilled because you're not having as good of a time with these new people yet as you did with your old friend(s). The reason is obvious, you don't know them as well yet. Keep hanging with them, if nothing else it's something to do. Soon you'll get to know them better, and start having more fun.

this friend i had in high school.... i loved being around him. He understood my inside and out.... and vice versa... and shared the same interests

but now... even with girls or guys i meet... I couldn't be myself around them... that's what pisses me off. If they saw the TRUE side of who I am and wants to make judgements on that... that's fine. But... what they saw tonight was someone I'm not. I'll probably never see them again either.... so I guess I just gotta accept what they think of me and move on....

Not being yourself is the worst thing you can do... it will always put you in horrible situations and you'll have bad experiences.