I just thought I would open this up... I am really scattered brained right now and was thinking about it while biking for 2 hours. It seems like my lifestyle and career choice is conflicting. I would love to live off the land in some remote island away from civilization yet I want to work in the computer industry. Another side of me loves being downtown and amongst the hive. I love to be alone and can spend days away from human contact yet I also desire that one woman who is perfect in every way (to me) to be with forever. I would love to traverse the world and be nestled in my spot of the world at the same time. What do I want in life? It seems like I want everything and it's driving me crazy! I want to be the best musican, golfer, programmer, biker, body-builder I can be. I want to know everything there is to know about history, biology, chemistry, physics, psychology, philosphy. Why can't the days be 100 hours long. It's hard wanting to be friends with the world but wanting to be alone at the same time.
Thanks for reading... It felt good to send out my thoughts like this. Sorry if it's difficult to read, I just wrote it as I thought it.
Thanks for reading... It felt good to send out my thoughts like this. Sorry if it's difficult to read, I just wrote it as I thought it.