You could plan out and murder someone in a state w/o capitol punishment, then you can go to jail and be on death row and not really live or die the rest of your life. :Q There's probably some ebay scammers that folks here wouldn't mind having you off and that the world wouldn't really miss. (2birds, 1 stone).
<- Please note, the preceding statement is sarcasm and should not be taken as actual advice. In addition to the sarcasm, there are moral reasons I'd recommend not following that advice. Lastly, You just may change your mind down the road about living and then you're pretty much stuck. 😀
As was said in Shawshank: Get busy living, or get busy dying.