I can't even express what I am feeling right now- she never has time for me any more and all I want to do is see her. I think she wants to see me too, but I don't even know any more.
It's my own fscking fault- I waited too long.
I was really hoping we could see a movie tomorrow and I'd ask her out- well, she can't go. She was thinking a few days ago that we could go do something after a lil party, which starts at 4PM tomorrow, at someone's house (her family and another I think). Well, now she has to study history and do notes for english- which is true, but how the fsck long has she known about this? I'm one to talk though- I procrastinated until last night to invite people to my party- surprise, she was already invited to someone's party.
I'm about ready to crawl up and sit in the corner in the dark and just sit...and sit...and hopefully sleep.
I hate being awake nowadays- it's so fscking annoying.
It's my own fscking fault- I waited too long.
I was really hoping we could see a movie tomorrow and I'd ask her out- well, she can't go. She was thinking a few days ago that we could go do something after a lil party, which starts at 4PM tomorrow, at someone's house (her family and another I think). Well, now she has to study history and do notes for english- which is true, but how the fsck long has she known about this? I'm one to talk though- I procrastinated until last night to invite people to my party- surprise, she was already invited to someone's party.
I'm about ready to crawl up and sit in the corner in the dark and just sit...and sit...and hopefully sleep.
I hate being awake nowadays- it's so fscking annoying.
worse thing she can say is "some other time" and if you think she likes you, or may like you, it's worth the chance 
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