What are you thinking about right now?

[NatePo717]

Trying to send an email to a recruiter who's name I got and wondering how the hell to word the email....

 

[acheron]

I like potatoes.

 

[Arkaign]

Cheesecake. Cake or pie?

 

[KeithTalent]

Originally posted by: Arkaign
Cheesecake. Cake or pie?

Pie. Delicious cheesepie.

KT

 

[Feldenak]

I'm thinking about how much I hate writing Job Aides. I'd much rather be working on the new variants I need to create and the Access macros that need to be altered for some IDOC error analysis.

 

[Paladin3]

Originally posted by: fuzzybabybunny
I guess I'll go:

I'm not sure what to say now. I had something but thinking about it made it go away. Why do I always feel like shit? Life is so finite and it is passing too quickly and I'm going to die before I know it and I've already wasted so much time and passed up so many opportunities and I have so much to catch up on like having lots of sex and I wish I could just let loose but I just can't and it's too scary and uncharacteristic of me and I don't like the fact that I'm letting go of my control but I don't really have any control of anything and I feel this big gaping hole in my soul and I want so bad for some girl to just love me and to want to be with me and find me desirable and I want to make all this money so that I can just say fuck you to my parents and pay them off and say that I no longer owe them anything and assert my independence and realize that I can finally support myself and maybe when I have money people will start to love me but I know this isn't really true but what are we going to do Mousey? It's just me and you against the world. Just me and a little baby innocent mousey who doesn't want to hurt anyone and I want someone to hold onto so bad because I don't want to sleep by myself anymore because the nights by myself are always the saddest, loneliest time for me and it's always so hard to bear and I don't like crying so much but I hate myself for crying because other people are in much worse situations than I am and I'm a pampered jackass who has no right to feel bad and I want to hold onto Bunny right now but I know that she's not real and she doesn't really love me but i just need to feel loved so bad and all I want to do is hold onto that girl's hand and tell her I love her and then she can tell me that she loves me and I'll be so happy but I know none of it's true and I hate this feeling of reality just sitting here alone in the dark typing and wasting away my life. I need to get out of here and I want so bad to just transform into the perfect definition of a man and I wish I had never been born into this world and I wish I could be more outgoing like my friend Elliot. I really want to talk to that girl I met in the hospital and hear her voice and somehow drive over to Michigan so that we can talk together in a coffee shop and maybe she will love me because she sounds like such a sweet girl and I can tell her about all the places I've been and I can hold her and she can hold me but I know that'll never happen because I'm a sick creeper like everyone says and I should just change who I am as a person because who I am is just wrong. It's a wrong fundamental answer just like 2+2=5 and I want her to hang out with me every single day so that I can hold her and have someone to share the stars with on that sand dune I wish so bad I had someone to share the stars with on that sand dune but I'm a complete reject who can't even get my penis up like a real man should be able to because I'm such a fucking failure and no one loves me except my parents but I hate them for what they made me into but I still love them and don't know what to do when they get older and need my care or when they're about to die.

Stop with the damn self-pity and regret right the fuck now. It won?t do you any good. You can waste your life looking for external validation but it will NEVER come until you learn to love yourself first. Most importantly, get busy doing something to put your life in order. Work on your health and mental wellbeing. Work on your career. Stop thinking and fucking DO IT! NOW!

I?m 40. I pissed away the only career I ever loved 10 years ago to ?stay home with the kids? and let my wife take on the responsibility of financially supporting our family. I got angry, I got depressed, I went on and off meds so many times that I put my family through a living hell. I felt more regret, sorrow and self-loathing than I thought a person could. It was all BULLSHIT! I couldn?t be a husband to my wife or a father to my children because of choices I made and the responsibilities I shirked when I stopped working and taking care of myself.

I spent yesterday helping my wife and kids move out. They now live an hour away and I have to be out of this house we can no longer afford by the end of the month. I have no money, no car, and a crappy part-time job. I have a good job starting in March, but that?s a long way away right now. We just moved here from out of state so I don?t even have any friends to go crash with.

But I feel better than I have in a long time. I have a doctor?s appointment to get back on my meds in a few days and I will climb out of this hole I am in. I?m taking responsibility for myself for the first time in a long time and I?m not going to let the little whiny child inside of me have control over my life anymore.

I suggest you do the same. Get busy living or die.

 

[GodlessAstronomer]

Originally posted by: Paladin3

Originally posted by: fuzzybabybunny
words

Stop with the damn self-pity and regret right the fuck now. It won?t do you any good. You can waste your life looking for external validation but it will NEVER come until you learn to love yourself first. Most importantly, get busy doing something to put your life in order. Work on your health and mental wellbeing. Work on your career. Stop thinking and fucking DO IT! NOW!

Actually he already admitted to owning a fleshlight in L&R

 

[Arkitech]

I wish weed was legal

 

[TecHNooB]

Originally posted by: Deviant Grasshopper

Originally posted by: TecHNooB
School or social life? Should I join a club? They seem so worthless. Does talking to your friends only about schoolwork count as having some sort of social life? I need a girlfriend. Why do all these bums get the girls? My life is really empty. At least I have a really high GPA..

U R Asian, correct?

That is correct

 

[Jimmah]

My muse is asking me when I will be building the ccna lab, for it is tired of being locked up and wants out to play again.

 

[lyssword]

peanutbutterjellysandwich

OK fuzzy here's something to reply to one of your thoughts: yes there are people theoretically worse off than you are (like me perhaps) but you should accept that not all people are dealt the same "cards".

Forget about past and focus on choices that you could make right now or in the future. Life is not fair, but I view it as a challenge. Pretty much you have to accept that you either have to improve on your weakness (like me, social) or just give up on that and focus on something like a job/learning which may be your strength. You have to play it smart, don't rely on your weak stats (social) to get by There's an idea for some RPG game lol

Maybe there is something else that you are secretly good at but never gave it a chance, try a new direction.

Whew, this took a lot of energy for me to write this

 

[FoBoT]

what time i should go home

 

[Capt Caveman]

Originally posted by: FoBoT
what time i should go home

I"m going home very shortly.

 

[FoBoT]

Originally posted by: Capt Caveman

Originally posted by: FoBoT
what time i should go home

I"m going home very shortly.

let me know when you go and i'll leave too

 

[Lumathix]

Guy here in the office I've known for years. I've always defended him when people call him "an arrogant little prick that thinks he knows everything but doesn't know shit." Well, I found out he really is one. Kinda sucks.

Other than that, just thinking of getting the fvck out of here.

 

[ViviTheMage]

video games....and snowboarding...and work

 

[ggnl]

Need to sync up with my project stakeholders to get answers on some things. Timeline is tight, delays will mean missed deadlines.

 

[imported_Imp]

I've gotta take a leak, then I'm leaving in 5 minutes, should I go home or hit up the mall to try to use my gift certificates...

 

[FoBoT]

Capt Caveman ?

you didn't leave me here did you?

 

[ViviTheMage]

Originally posted by: FoBoT
Capt Caveman ?

you didn't leave me here did you?

he's gone!

 

[Capt Caveman]

Originally posted by: FoBoT
Capt Caveman ?

you didn't leave me here did you?

Dude, I'm home already. Just finished feeding the dogs. Go home!!!!

 

[manowar821]

"It's nice to get hit on. I think I ate too much... WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT, oh just a snow plow. What should I do now? Maybe I'll go play some SRO. I can't wait for BSG to start on friday, shit's so cash"

There's my train of thought for about 5 seconds.

 

[flexy]

poop on keyboard, poop on keyboard. That's what i just thought.

 

[DVad3r]

I need to wash my car, I think the salt is corroding it right this second, I should check the weather to see if I can get a free rewash if I wash now, I should also pump my tires, I'm pretty sure the pressure is low, god that fuckin wheel keeps losing pressure faster then all the other ones, so annoying, it's balding, becoming unbalanced, damm I wonder how much that's affecting my fuel economy, fuckin gas went up again, holy shit, why the fuck is diesel more expensive than regular gas, isn't diesel the shitty cheap by-product from the bottom of the tank? fuckin thieves, wtf.

 

[OCGuy]

I think ill watch some dirty movies