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I walk towards class a few mins early, I had planned to say hey to her as she walked in or whatever, make convo. But when she came she was with two guys, they were talking or whatever.. so I couldn't say anything. I ended up just saying "hey" later, and then took a seat in the class... not really close to her. Kind of depressing. She kinda half-smiled at me 10-15min through the class.. then later we were all put into groups we had previously established - I hadn't been part of this cause this was only my second class there (got in the course late).. so the teacher put me in a group of chicks cause they needed a male presence
no prob w/that, but the girl I'm talking about was in there too .. so it was just like ... hi ... didn't really get to talk. I guess she simply doesn't see nething, like i always seem to..
the whole class the subject was about divorce and crap, some movie they watched while I wasn't there yet... we were supposed to take a character, talk about him/her, whatever. So of course not having seen the movie I couldn't say a whole lot. Blech. Boring... I tried to put in a few words wherever I could. Plus I'm missing a text book (bookstore is out of stock right now), so I can't catch up on my work yet.. I didn't get to ask them for help later.
I ended up leaving english and not having gotten any constructive work done, and not having said anything good to/from the girl or the others in our group.. earlier I was feeling good, now i'm just all blah... ugh. Guess I'll wait a lil and go to math... at least math is usually good .. lots of good lookin chicks (not that they talk to me..) , everyone's friendly and the work is easy as hell. That's only 1:00-2:30 though... once I'm done that, I have until 4:00 with nothing to do. It's gonna be boring.. I may come back here, unless I have math homework.. then I may do that and then come here. Dammit, this sucks.. nothing to do. I could go to the gym, but I really wanna get a membership at the gym down the street, I've been there b4, used to go regularly.. so I kinda grew attached to it - plus the gym here is kinda skimpy, small, always ppl hogging the shiet.
So yeah... everything 'w/school' is just fine but it sucks cause I need more attention, know what I mean? And I'm just not the attention-grabbing type of person. Oh well.
Not that anybody gives 1/100th of a damn, especially with all the stuff goin on now.. but I needed to get this out anyway. *huge sigh*
Later..
-RSI
I walk towards class a few mins early, I had planned to say hey to her as she walked in or whatever, make convo. But when she came she was with two guys, they were talking or whatever.. so I couldn't say anything. I ended up just saying "hey" later, and then took a seat in the class... not really close to her. Kind of depressing. She kinda half-smiled at me 10-15min through the class.. then later we were all put into groups we had previously established - I hadn't been part of this cause this was only my second class there (got in the course late).. so the teacher put me in a group of chicks cause they needed a male presence
no prob w/that, but the girl I'm talking about was in there too .. so it was just like ... hi ... didn't really get to talk. I guess she simply doesn't see nething, like i always seem to..the whole class the subject was about divorce and crap, some movie they watched while I wasn't there yet... we were supposed to take a character, talk about him/her, whatever. So of course not having seen the movie I couldn't say a whole lot. Blech. Boring... I tried to put in a few words wherever I could. Plus I'm missing a text book (bookstore is out of stock right now), so I can't catch up on my work yet.. I didn't get to ask them for help later.
I ended up leaving english and not having gotten any constructive work done, and not having said anything good to/from the girl or the others in our group.. earlier I was feeling good, now i'm just all blah... ugh. Guess I'll wait a lil and go to math... at least math is usually good .. lots of good lookin chicks (not that they talk to me..) , everyone's friendly and the work is easy as hell. That's only 1:00-2:30 though... once I'm done that, I have until 4:00 with nothing to do. It's gonna be boring.. I may come back here, unless I have math homework.. then I may do that and then come here. Dammit, this sucks.. nothing to do. I could go to the gym, but I really wanna get a membership at the gym down the street, I've been there b4, used to go regularly.. so I kinda grew attached to it - plus the gym here is kinda skimpy, small, always ppl hogging the shiet.
So yeah... everything 'w/school' is just fine but it sucks cause I need more attention, know what I mean? And I'm just not the attention-grabbing type of person. Oh well.
Not that anybody gives 1/100th of a damn, especially with all the stuff goin on now.. but I needed to get this out anyway. *huge sigh*
Later..
-RSI
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