trying so hard not to break down at work- 2nd update

[slightlyhuman]

well i wont lie, we have talked over the phone. she calls me though, i sometimes return the call if im in a good mod. in all honesty i would like to get back with her but NOT anytime soon. im not gonna get my hopes up either. one of the main things that hurt us was that we were never really friends, so we didnt have a srtong foundation to build upon. i really do wanna try and be her good friends with her or atleast get along. i heard she was talking on the phone with guys, and i didnt get bothered by it at all. of course there have been a few days where we didnt talk at all and i was fine by it.

girls are still evil:evil:

 

[rh71]

:thumbsup: for other fish in our sea.

 

[oogabooga]

:beer: even though it's monday morning, glad to hear your update and that you're doing better.

 

[slightlyhuman]

2ND UPDATE-
Went on the 3rd date with the older girl. man im like amazed by her. i know its alawys like that when you like someone or start dating someone new but its wierd. we kinda felt wierd at first before we kissed on the 2nd date, but after that first kiss we felt so comfortable with each other. we both have commented on having sex but we also said why the rush so that tells me if this girl can satisfy me with just kissing me, thats awesome to me. now that summer(the ex) found out she was getting played, shes been calling me lately just trying to talk. she always calls me late at night or early like this morning at 630am. she even wanted to stop by the house last night and see me but i was out with Candace(new girl). her parents like me alot and they are really cool folks, same with mine and candace.

i think what summer is calling me for is this reason, when she had someone to mess with a week ago or so, she didnt really talk to me and she even knew about me and Candace going out but it didnt bother her, now that she really doesnt have anyone at this moment, she is paranoid of the fact that im happy while shes not. i love it

pics to come, i just found my camera recently, been lost for a week or so.


man i never knew it would get this good this quick. :beer: cubed