Sometimes I sit at night and wonder where I would be without surfing
Fvck women
no really, fvck em.
drama queens to the max.
Women destroy my self image
you ever come home from the club,
look in the mirror and go WTF?
Because I do that.
I got tired of cold shoulders
tired of women looking at my with a slight giggle
tired of girls laughing with their friends as I walked away with my tail inbtween my legs
defeated
tired
depressed
alone
I got tired
I got fed up with it.
So I said fvck that.
Fvck women.
Fvck that bull sh!t.
Because thats what it is, useless bull sh!t
How are we, as a society supposed to function with sh!t like that?
Was it ever any easier?
Perhaps before a 50% divorce rate, or no fault laws
Maybe earlier
Maybe it was before the basic beliefs, the girl after high school or college,
before the hook up,
before the casual date,
Before Allison
Maybe?
Was it easier then?
I don?t remember
My drunken mind hardly remembers yesterday, much less yesteryear.
Fvck women,
that?s all I can say,
Those who stayed became potential fvck ups, we will be destroy ourselves.
Maybe Matt will live, maybe not, either way, we crash and burn as a team.
Go team
Fvck women,
I grew tired of this sh!t
their sh!t
That sh!t that sticks to the bottom of you shoe, gets in the crevasses, and doesn?t wash out for several days,
that lingering sh!t.
women at the club have defined my self image, that broken shell of a man that stares back at me in the mirror
Perhaps I understand where those anorexic girls are coming from, seeing a fat ass when having nothing but skin and bones.
I look in the mirror and see ugliness.
Maybe I'm not.
I AM THE SH!T!
But then, the only who has ever said otherwise was Allison
and she is the only one who uttered those three forbidden words, out loud, to my face.
But perhaps it is all a game, who can I trust?
Can I trust her?
She is only trying to make me feel better, more confident
She cant be trusted, I need a second opinion.
Megan has said it too
I look handsome, hott in the dark.
but she has the same condition, she looks with friendly eyes.
The eyes of the girls speak the truth, speak with primal knowledge
I am ugly
I am unattractive
I am (pause) unwanted
Give me tea and ill sh!t you milk
Nobody wants me. My last love doesn?t even know it, or perhaps she does.
She doesn?t love me the way I love her
She knows
She hears it in my speech
I slip up sometimes, even I notice it.
And with our history, its obvious.
I love her, with all my heart
I am confused, disgruntled, mislead
I am a lost sheep awaiting the fvcking guillotine
I am
I am fvcked up
I am fvcked up
I am fvcked up
I don?t understand myself, nor my position in life.
I am lost without a soul or conscience
Actually, I take that back, I know morals
I have morals
Remember the time (haha)
where I didn?t hook it up with that drunk girl?
Remember that?
Could have gotten some play, not sex, just some play
and I didnt
Fvcking christ, im an 18 year old who has NEVER GOTTEN HEAD!
Ive never been down a girl,
never even fingered,
what is that, third fvcking base?
Something like that, its at least shortstop
God danm, what sh!t.
But then, why am I basing my worth of sexual accomplishments?
"you?ll find the right person some day"
That?s what she always says
fvcking women, feed me sh!t so I can hang on.
"Keep on hanging" that fvcking poster said,
god danm cat.
When you look at a life of failure, how are you supposed to "keep holding on"
Now I am a beating man,
But I wouldn?t bet sh!t on a horse that never won a race
I am that horse
I am the fvcking horse
in that fvcking race
My race revolves around women, and ONE FVCKING WIN
It doesnt have to involve sex, or hooking up, or fvcking relationships
It has to include a win
A fvcking phone number
a fvcking ill call you later
a fvcking I hope we can hang out again
I?ve seen too many of my friends fvcking win to feel good about myself
you can judge a man by his peers, and if you judge me by them, I fail
I am a failure
You know, when ever I drink just a little, I get fvcking depressed
That?s why I vodka chug
I guess I?m over it now
thanks for listening
Fvck women
no really, fvck em.
drama queens to the max.
Women destroy my self image
you ever come home from the club,
look in the mirror and go WTF?
Because I do that.
I got tired of cold shoulders
tired of women looking at my with a slight giggle
tired of girls laughing with their friends as I walked away with my tail inbtween my legs
defeated
tired
depressed
alone
I got tired
I got fed up with it.
So I said fvck that.
Fvck women.
Fvck that bull sh!t.
Because thats what it is, useless bull sh!t
How are we, as a society supposed to function with sh!t like that?
Was it ever any easier?
Perhaps before a 50% divorce rate, or no fault laws
Maybe earlier
Maybe it was before the basic beliefs, the girl after high school or college,
before the hook up,
before the casual date,
Before Allison
Maybe?
Was it easier then?
I don?t remember
My drunken mind hardly remembers yesterday, much less yesteryear.
Fvck women,
that?s all I can say,
Those who stayed became potential fvck ups, we will be destroy ourselves.
Maybe Matt will live, maybe not, either way, we crash and burn as a team.
Go team
Fvck women,
I grew tired of this sh!t
their sh!t
That sh!t that sticks to the bottom of you shoe, gets in the crevasses, and doesn?t wash out for several days,
that lingering sh!t.
women at the club have defined my self image, that broken shell of a man that stares back at me in the mirror
Perhaps I understand where those anorexic girls are coming from, seeing a fat ass when having nothing but skin and bones.
I look in the mirror and see ugliness.
Maybe I'm not.
I AM THE SH!T!
But then, the only who has ever said otherwise was Allison
and she is the only one who uttered those three forbidden words, out loud, to my face.
But perhaps it is all a game, who can I trust?
Can I trust her?
She is only trying to make me feel better, more confident
She cant be trusted, I need a second opinion.
Megan has said it too
I look handsome, hott in the dark.
but she has the same condition, she looks with friendly eyes.
The eyes of the girls speak the truth, speak with primal knowledge
I am ugly
I am unattractive
I am (pause) unwanted
Give me tea and ill sh!t you milk
Nobody wants me. My last love doesn?t even know it, or perhaps she does.
She doesn?t love me the way I love her
She knows
She hears it in my speech
I slip up sometimes, even I notice it.
And with our history, its obvious.
I love her, with all my heart
I am confused, disgruntled, mislead
I am a lost sheep awaiting the fvcking guillotine
I am
I am fvcked up
I am fvcked up
I am fvcked up
I don?t understand myself, nor my position in life.
I am lost without a soul or conscience
Actually, I take that back, I know morals
I have morals
Remember the time (haha)
where I didn?t hook it up with that drunk girl?
Remember that?
Could have gotten some play, not sex, just some play
and I didnt
Fvcking christ, im an 18 year old who has NEVER GOTTEN HEAD!
Ive never been down a girl,
never even fingered,
what is that, third fvcking base?
Something like that, its at least shortstop
God danm, what sh!t.
But then, why am I basing my worth of sexual accomplishments?
"you?ll find the right person some day"
That?s what she always says
fvcking women, feed me sh!t so I can hang on.
"Keep on hanging" that fvcking poster said,
god danm cat.
When you look at a life of failure, how are you supposed to "keep holding on"
Now I am a beating man,
But I wouldn?t bet sh!t on a horse that never won a race
I am that horse
I am the fvcking horse
in that fvcking race
My race revolves around women, and ONE FVCKING WIN
It doesnt have to involve sex, or hooking up, or fvcking relationships
It has to include a win
A fvcking phone number
a fvcking ill call you later
a fvcking I hope we can hang out again
I?ve seen too many of my friends fvcking win to feel good about myself
you can judge a man by his peers, and if you judge me by them, I fail
I am a failure
You know, when ever I drink just a little, I get fvcking depressed
That?s why I vodka chug
I guess I?m over it now
thanks for listening
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