- May 18, 2001
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My dog has hurt herself, and treating her injury is breaking my heart.
Several days ago the dog was running through the woods while I worked outside, and she somehow got a nasty looking gash on her front right paw in between a couple of toes. It took a day or two for me to even know she was hurt - she wasn't limping, and the only sign of injury is that she kept licking it incessantly.
So after we found it, my wife took Coda to the vet and got lots of medications. She got a steroid shot to take down the swelling, oral antibiotics that seem almost the size of my fist, a topical antiseptic that we have to spray on the wound, and eye drops for an unrelated problem (allergies).
Coda is a really big lovable dog, completely gentle in every way. She's ok getting shots, she's ok with me shoving the brick-sized pills down her throat, and she's ok with the eye drops. But the topical antiseptic must be alcohol based, and obviously causes her a lot of pain.
It's heart wrenching when it comes time to spray the wound, because even though she knows what's coming, she always obediently comes to me and sits on command. She never growls or acts like she's going to bite - she just quietly struggles a little as I hold down her paw, and then she just submits and takes it without even whining. What kills me is that afterwards those big brown eyes give me that look that tells all: she's feeling betrayed, and wonders what's come over me to want to hurt her so much.
I can't wait until she's better - I have an enormous sense of guilt right now. Knowing that I'm doing the right thing doesn't help much. I just wish she could understand.
Several days ago the dog was running through the woods while I worked outside, and she somehow got a nasty looking gash on her front right paw in between a couple of toes. It took a day or two for me to even know she was hurt - she wasn't limping, and the only sign of injury is that she kept licking it incessantly.
So after we found it, my wife took Coda to the vet and got lots of medications. She got a steroid shot to take down the swelling, oral antibiotics that seem almost the size of my fist, a topical antiseptic that we have to spray on the wound, and eye drops for an unrelated problem (allergies).
Coda is a really big lovable dog, completely gentle in every way. She's ok getting shots, she's ok with me shoving the brick-sized pills down her throat, and she's ok with the eye drops. But the topical antiseptic must be alcohol based, and obviously causes her a lot of pain.
It's heart wrenching when it comes time to spray the wound, because even though she knows what's coming, she always obediently comes to me and sits on command. She never growls or acts like she's going to bite - she just quietly struggles a little as I hold down her paw, and then she just submits and takes it without even whining. What kills me is that afterwards those big brown eyes give me that look that tells all: she's feeling betrayed, and wonders what's come over me to want to hurt her so much.
I can't wait until she's better - I have an enormous sense of guilt right now. Knowing that I'm doing the right thing doesn't help much. I just wish she could understand.
