This song just depresses the hell outta me...

[SillyClown]

Sometimes I wonder if this is how I will be...I've only been at my job for 2 years but from the looks of it I feel stuck here.....


BEN FOLDS

"Fred Jones Pt 2"

Fred sits alone at his desk in the dark
There's an awkward young shadow that waits in the hall
He's cleared all his things and he's put them in boxes
Things that remind him: 'Life has been good'

Twenty-five years
He's worked at the paper
A man's here to take him downstairs
And I'm sorry, Mr. Jones
It's time

There was no party, there were no songs
'Cause today's just a day like the day that he started
Noone has left here that knows his first name
And life barrels on like a runaway train
Where the passengers change
They don't change anything
You get off; someone else can get on

And I'm sorry, Mr. Jones
It's time

Streetlight shines through the shades
Casting lines on the floor, and lines on his face
He reflects on the day

Fred gets his paints out and goes to the basement
Projecting some slides onto a plain white
Canvas and traces it
Fills in the spaces
He turns off the slides, and it doesn't look right
Yeah, and all of these bastards
Have taken his place
He's forgotten but not yet gone

And I'm sorry, Mr. Jones
And I'm sorry, Mr. Jones
And I'm sorry, Mr. Jones

 

[Orsorum]

Things that remind him: 'Life has been good'

I liked it. Honest and truthful, the truth that most of us face in our lives.

 

[DaveSimmons]

Three ways out of this
(a) work at a job where you create things or make a difference
(b) have a hobby where you create things, something you can actually be good at (unlike Mr. Jones)
(c) do volunteer work where you help change lives

Any or all of these would give you something to look back on, to see your life as more than just putting in your time.

Some people also find meaning through worship, but I'm an agnostic so I don't have the faith needed to do it.

 

[pyonir]

"I think suicide is your only option"

 

[johnjohn320]

Egad! Another Ben Folds fan! Come here, SillyClown, you get a cookie.