this post will live on....

[Xzaver]

And so will i ( * Insert non exzistant crying smily here * )
~X~

 

[osage]

sorry to hear that, I have been there and it sucks. But your new job will be so much better, right. stay positive.

 

[guyver01]

having regrets about posting the original info?

sorry to hear what happened to you anyways
You'll recover

 

[syzygy]

i'm sorry to hear you were forced out. your post though is a bit, shall we say,
scattered and some detective work is requird to piece together the 'whole story'
from what i gathered, the job provided you with not only a paycheck but also:
1 - good friends - hoepfully there still around
2 - good food - probably meant free food. unlikely to be nutritious
3 - good fun - i can only hope this means nightly hookers

different market will bring the usual unknowns. and discovering that you're
indestructible only after you've lost your gainful employment is worth two
homer simpsons.

but if in your last line you allude to the sexual conquest of the lady ovelord
who booted you into the street, then you have one great story to spread around.

 

[Xzaver]

G,

Ty for your words of support
I don't know why I have these regrets , I think even After I have regrets about having regrets , I'm really going nuts here, I'm so depressed and nervouse i can't even type this.

O,
hehe ,... . Ya know u r right when you tell me to think positively ... Technically I still work thier....But it's hell calling whatever people that i hafto to get back to work... because ive done it once before.

You try and be a nice guy , You try and help., You get the shaft.

I have never felt more under apriciated then I did last night.
I must Have done something evil and cruel in a past life.... Because im definetly not suffering from this for any good reason i can think of.

Ya know what The manager he isn't even that bad of a guy....thiers just this old saying "sh!t roles down hill".
And I was at the bottom last night.

I sometimes find comfort in my depresion i don't know what it is ..... the high of being the bad guy. when I know in my heart i really wasn't.

From School to Six feet under.
I fought for every inch. , People are fighting against me in my own familly today. The only thing I can do now is cry.

~X~

 

[Xzaver]

syzygy , It's not even the thought of her booting me.... its the fear of me seeing her on the street , in a mall. On the road. And looking right threw me

I want to be able to see her at work when I can.

Damnit Why can't I act like myself around her.... this is eminent pain.

PS: Syzygy , Ty for your words of support as well.

~X~