Originally posted by: Moonbeam
Originally posted by: apoppin
Originally posted by: Moonbeam
a: Please, do not include me in your *us* nonsense
- I resent it
M: I call um like I see um. I did my best to be honest in my search and the price was everything I held sacred. Forgive me if now I don't worry too much about what you resent.
so do i
you best may have just not been good enough
You are forgiven ...
-thanks for asking the right person, this time
. .. . and please, forgive me for also being 'intense' toward you
- i say things hastily that perhaps i should also consider your feelings
-- sorry
we understand each other now, i think ... and anything further now may be meaningless gestures and repetition
You should not consider my feelings because my feelings are not your projection of what you think they are. All the confusion in the world arises from people who consider. I don't think you understand me at all, but that's all ok. I don't worry about your haste or your disappointment or any other of your reactions. I just can't make any sense out of much of what you say. If I say over and over I don't get your style and you continue on with it, what's the point? I do not understand you so anything further isn't something I have an attitude about. So far I don't get what you mean and believe it's because you don't get what I mean either even though I said what I say I lay out slowly and over time in ways I hope to be appropriate to a thread. Tomorrow, who knows.
Of course my best may not be good enough. But why would I look to you to tell me? Why would you be in a better position to say? And how could my best be better than it is?
And what does 'thanks for asking the right person this time' mean? Do you see that what you mean is not there in what you say? Was I supposed to say, You are welcome? I don't think so. It was some sort of shot at something that's gone before would be my guess.
It seems like you talk to yourself and think you're talking to me. What's wrong with English and being simple?
If how you want to communicate is how you want to do it, that's fine too, but I can't play. I'm only going to ask so many times to understand.