Why do you do anything? What meaning can you possibly have for your silliness? When you stop and think for a moment... the entire universe is a joke.. The only hidden meaning is that there is no meaning. Seeking enlightment, religion, spirituality or purpose only means you have been "had by the joke". The universe is laughing, and you either laugh along with it, or it laughs at you. Enlightment brings nothing more than apathy for everything. When you realize that your life and purpose is insignificant in the vastness of space and cosmos. When you realize your all important "life" means nothing to the rest of the universe... when you realize the universe is "Mostly Empty" and the matter that does fill the void is "insignificant" to the emptyness.. what truely is the point? The survival of a race? and Idea? A religion? Why? Who cares? Purhaps you say "god" or "gods/goddesses" care.. but honestly.. why would such a being (real or imaginary) actually care. I mean there truely is nothing to your existance.. why not simply enjoy the apathy.. maybe find something to consum your insignificant time here so you dont become "bored".. but if you are truely apathetic you dont even need to do that, because you are apathetic about bordem. I suppose the only thing you could do to give meaning to your insignificant life would be to 'expereince' as many things as possible... but what truely baffels me, is people who live in suburbia with a wife and kids.. two car garage.. whatever.. I mean.. I know they arnt apathetic.. they struggle everyday.. bt what I wonder is how do they find meaning in their pointless lives? Shopping at walmart raising kids? Voting in politics? Saving the planet? destroying it? I mean what silliness. Maybe I am bitter for falling for the "joke" man years ago in my life.. but one day I just quit my job and sold everything, after many 'unsatisfied' years of doing that whole 9to5 thing. I just bounce around to differnt places.. cities and nature.. meeting people from all walks of life. Filling some 'time' before my exsistance passes. At least in my last breath I can sit there and think back to something more than "all I did was 9to5 until I was 65 then rotted as an old person until death".
But truely even my 'ideals' are meaningless in the grand 'joke' of the cosmos.. truely my life is insignificant.. truely I wont leave much behind.. if its all part of the "game of life" to try and "be on top".. give up because Bill Gates already won that game (thats a joke)..
I truely hope (but one can not truely know) that when my mortal body dies I will no longer exist in any shape.. I hope there is no heaven, no nirvana, no bliss, or any other form of existance. I hope I dont die and then something called a "spirit" goes somewhere where there are other people.. I just want annihalation.. complete obliteration.. non existance. Essentially I live my life as though that is what will happen.. as an "athiest" I would suppose.. but truely to be an athiest I would have to know everything about the universe.. and its so vast and infinite.. i can never know everything, and hence can never have a true conclusion. I mean why would anyone want "life after death".. any version I have ever read has been something of a personal "hell" for me.. At least pain and suffering in this life makes life intresting.. every 'heaven' I have ever read about is something of a blissfull state, or worshiping(!!??!!) some god/s.. or howabout just pure bliss.. how utterly boring...
My advice I guess.. dont question anything, just except your programing.. maybe be content with your small suburban shytehole.. but I asked why ... I ask why about everything from the moment I was born.. No answers await anyone anywhere..
The only sorta thing I find half way intresting is Quantum Physics and theories. they arnt really answers, but just kinda state "the universe is a big invisible fart"
But truely even my 'ideals' are meaningless in the grand 'joke' of the cosmos.. truely my life is insignificant.. truely I wont leave much behind.. if its all part of the "game of life" to try and "be on top".. give up because Bill Gates already won that game (thats a joke)..
I truely hope (but one can not truely know) that when my mortal body dies I will no longer exist in any shape.. I hope there is no heaven, no nirvana, no bliss, or any other form of existance. I hope I dont die and then something called a "spirit" goes somewhere where there are other people.. I just want annihalation.. complete obliteration.. non existance. Essentially I live my life as though that is what will happen.. as an "athiest" I would suppose.. but truely to be an athiest I would have to know everything about the universe.. and its so vast and infinite.. i can never know everything, and hence can never have a true conclusion. I mean why would anyone want "life after death".. any version I have ever read has been something of a personal "hell" for me.. At least pain and suffering in this life makes life intresting.. every 'heaven' I have ever read about is something of a blissfull state, or worshiping(!!??!!) some god/s.. or howabout just pure bliss.. how utterly boring...
My advice I guess.. dont question anything, just except your programing.. maybe be content with your small suburban shytehole.. but I asked why ... I ask why about everything from the moment I was born.. No answers await anyone anywhere..
The only sorta thing I find half way intresting is Quantum Physics and theories. they arnt really answers, but just kinda state "the universe is a big invisible fart"
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