Living in Pennsylvania, I did my fair share of hunting when I was young. The last time I went deer hunting was when I was 15, and that was 16 years ago.
My father was a big time hunter. He hunted everything and with everything. He had built his own flintlock rifle (black powder), and had convinced several of his state trooper buddies to get the same rig. Muzzle-loading season was after normal deer hunting season, so if they didn't have any luck during the normal season, they could give it a go during the black-powder muzzle-loading season.
Well, to make a long story short, we were pushing a large section of woods looking for a 12pt deer that had been spotted. Noone had gotten him during the normal season, and he had earned the nickname 'the phantom'. We had a pretty good idea he was around, since he had been spotted at night going through this old overgrown orchard that was adjacent the woods. So, we put 3 guys as shooters, and 5 guys pushing the woods. I was in the middle, covering an old logging road... this was given to me because, though I had shot a deer, I never killed one, and they were giving me the best chance to bag him. On my way to the position, hiking through deep snow, I stopped once to take a few seconds break... my undoing later. I had set my gun down for a minute (flint-locks are very heavy).
Well, I got to my position, and about 20 minutes later, I started to hear the pushers coming through the woods making as much noise as possible, and thought that we must have missed him if the pushers were so close, when like an apparition a deer as big as a horse appeared. He had come out not on the old road, but right next to it through some thick brush. He was now only about 15 or 20 feet from me, and at that moment the world stood still. I looked at him... he looked at me, and nobody moved. It was like the classic western duel. Finally, I snapped up my musket and fired... or so I tried. There was more snow in the pan than powder from when I set it down. At the sound of the flint-stone & hammer striking the pan, the deer bolted to the left of me, and was gone.
That should have been the end of the story, but unfortunately for all of us it wasn't.
Not more than one minute later, I heard the thundering bellow of a musket discharge to the left of me, the shooter to the left of me (one of the state troopers) had fired. At that moment my heart fluttered in the belief that we may have gotten the phantom, when the most chilling sound I have ever heard filled the air. This scream... this high-pitched, mind-numbing scream. I at first thought that an accident had happened, that a woman had been shot. The scream sounded like a woman's high-pitched scream. I ran at full speed and came upon an unbelievable scene. The guy on my left had shot a doe that must have been with the big buck, but he had hit it in the hips, and its entire hind quarters were a mangle of blood and bone. The deer was screaming inscessantly, and desperately using its front two legs to try to scramble away from us, its rear legs completely useless and turned at an odd angle. My gun was still fouled, and the guy who shot the deer was unnerved, and having a hard time reloading his musket to provide the finishing shot. By this time everyone was upon the deer, and I think in as much shock as I was. I was having impulses to get a vet, to try to help the animal. I had seen deer shot before, but they always dropped right away. I had never seen one try so vainly to survive, and almost beg for its life in the end.
When the coup de grace was given to the deer, the silence that followed was deafening. Noone said anything, we all just stood around looking at the deer. The woods were no longer full of the sounds of animals. The wind no longer blew. Even the sound of snow crunching underfoot seemed muffled. It seemed as if the world was acknowledging a particularly obscene event. A certain innocence and naivety had been stripped of me that day.
I have never hunted since.