Originally posted by: idNut
But in all seriousness, how do you guys get on with your day? I realize I don't have a difficult life but I'm always heavily depressed and it makes the day go 1000 times slower. I have no motivation, no inspiration, no meaning or joy in any of my days and I've found this at only 18. I'm beginning to feel moral entropy take over and a craving to see what temporary solace subsists in drugs and alcohol. I'm talking to you guys now because I refuse to accept the fact that I have to get up and go to school in 3 hours and endure 8 hours of lectures that teach me absolutely nothing. When I get home, I'm so emotionally and physically drained that I have to sleep for 5 hours just to return to my normal balance. I end up staying up another 5 hours procrastinating on drawing and pouting about having to repeat my endless routine in the morning.
My life is abysmal right now and there is nothing that relieves the tension. I know I'm only in high school and "real" problems have yet to emerge but I really wonder how I'll live with those if I can't endure these trivial problems as of now.
I realize all I'll receive is ridicule but it's the smallest consolation to me to write it out and see it in language.