Stop the drugs...now
For real though...don't think of yourself as that important. Do you really think your body is powerful enough to fuel the universe? heh...
Many people speculate that aliens engineered us and all this junk. I think it is pretty funny because we could really offer no benefit to the aliens who would be magnitudes ahead of us technologically. Humans are totally flawed in so many ways that I don't see why aliens would look to us for answers in the universe or some such. A friend once told me (he truly believes) that they engineered us because they are having reproduction problems.
Ask yourself: would a species that is so technologically advanced, who can travel faster than the speed of light (you must, to get to our planet from another livable one), who are patient enough of a group to wait millions of years for us to develop (if they are really spying from the other side of the moon), and are able to "engineer" us biologically ... do you
REALLY think that they would have problems reproducing?
Face it, humans are not important in the whole scheme of things and you really
WILL die alone like the rest of us. You were never a savant, you weren't a child prodigy like you were told, and in all likelihood you won't make a major contribution to mankind from a statistical standpoint.
Just have fun and don't think too much
/motivational_mode