Sometimes it feels like my life is a waste!

duragezic

Lifer
Oct 11, 1999
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Ok you know what? My basic day is get up in the morning, goto school for 4 hrs, goto work for 4.5 hrs, get home at 5, eat dinner, then meet up with my friends and smoke pot and chill for a few hours, then go home and sit on the computer for a couple. My weekends differ in that there is no work or school, I may get wasted, but still usually smoke pot. I've come to realize that I've become so lazy and unproductive these days. Yet I like smoking weed so much. It's such a good time everytime. About the only thing I do is go snowboarding in the winter time, which I don't even do as much anymore cause we just jones and leave to go smoke most times, but I'm starting to get back into snowboarding sober and it's still damn fun. :)

I get so sick of school and work. Well mostly work, cause at school I can sit around and talk with friends and really don't have to do anything. Work is damn easy and boring to, I mean I talk all the time on ICQ, but it still really sucks being there. Smoking pot in the evening is like the one thing that "evens me out". *sigh* Just been thinking about it a lot lately. I think the biggest problem lies in that if I didn't smoke what would I do everyday? The occasions that something comes up where I don't go hang out w/ friends and get high, I just sit at home bored on the computer or take a nap.

some more: You know what we usually do? Meet up somewhere, get in one car, go for a burn ride and maybe a short ride after that, come back and sit in the car. It's negative I-don't-know-what outside but we end up just sitting in the car because we have nothing else to do. I mean it sounds stupid and really it is, but to us it's fun. Seriously the times and conversations we have there really high are one-of-a-kind, I'll admit that. After a little while we might go to someone's house or just all go home but we can't just go back right away (parents and all).

And the worse is the money. I made about $4800 net last year of working, which yah isn't much, but it's a min wage (well now 5.75/hr) job part-time for me. I have a few things to pay for like food, gas, cell phone, sometimes clothes, etc... but my parents pay for insurance, food at home, etc... I really don't buy anything. I don't buy movies or goto the movies or anything like that. I really don't goto stores like Wal-Mart much these days now that I think about it. It's just like all we need is some weed. Pathetic I know, I've been realizing it though. It really is quite hard though. I'd surely miss the everyday great times with my best friends too.
 

Cuda1447

Lifer
Jul 26, 2002
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So stop smoking weed. Get some friends that dont smoke. Take up a hobby. Maybe a sport? Learn something? Get another job? Find a girlfriend (On second thought thats worse then weed) .
 

Yeeny

Lifer
Feb 2, 2000
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Definitely give up the pot, and find something else to occupy your time. Maybe make some new friends, or make a change in your life somehow, shake it up a bit. Life is good, when you get out there and live it. :)
 

Ryan

Lifer
Oct 31, 2000
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And people say pot is harmless
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CraigRT

Lifer
Jun 16, 2000
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my week (not weekends)

get up, work, get home, computer, bed.

yes, it's gay. but it's not quite abnormal.
sometimes i go out on weeknights but not that often
ain't dick all to don on a monday. weekends are when i don't mind my life again :p
 

CraigRT

Lifer
Jun 16, 2000
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Originally posted by: guapo337
dont be a lazy fvck. it's not the pot, although giving it up could help. just get some motivation. i know smokers who arent lazy and stupid. rbloedow is an asshat for making such a generalization.

yeah man i can agree for the most part !!
 

Red Dawn

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Jun 4, 2001
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Originally posted by: Yield
Originally posted by: guapo337
dont be a lazy fvck. it's not the pot, although giving it up could help. just get some motivation. i know smokers who arent lazy and stupid. rbloedow is an asshat for making such a generalization.

yeah man i can agree for the most part !!
Be like Yield. His life is gay..at least that is what he claims!

 

everman

Lifer
Nov 5, 2002
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Get rid of the pot. I had a friend who quit it a while ago and everything just improved for him overall.
 

LeStEr

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Dec 28, 1999
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I know its not as easy as it sounds but maybe don't smoke as much weed as you are. Maybe a few less times a week. I think your life is similar to most teens these days.
 

StageLeft

No Lifer
Sep 29, 2000
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I support weed as much as the next guy recrationally (personally I don't like, but that's besides the point), but it sounds like you've done what a friend of mine did in university. He was smart as a whip, but lazy (ain't we all), and just ended up doing it so much he basically became a bit of a pot head. It's sad to see really. You need to drop the weed - maybe once a week tops. But the everynight thing is just straight up pathetic. Spend that time at the gym or something.

And when you're done school just look forward to your future after school. You need to buck your current trends and do something different with your time.
 

Rudee

Lifer
Apr 23, 2000
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Originally posted by: Red Dawn
Originally posted by: WalMart1564
give up the pot and find a hobby build somthing
Yeah try building a Grren House to grow the pot!

Yes, and eventually you can deal in it and make a ton of cash, and really turn your life around. Think of the cars you own, the women, the respect. The pot is your ticket to a happy future.


/end sarcasm

 

FelixDeCat

Lifer
Aug 4, 2000
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Originally posted by: Red Dawn
Originally posted by: Yield
Originally posted by: guapo337
dont be a lazy fvck. it's not the pot, although giving it up could help. just get some motivation. i know smokers who arent lazy and stupid. rbloedow is an asshat for making such a generalization.

yeah man i can agree for the most part !!
Be like Yield. His life is gay..at least that is what he claims!

LOL!!!
 

FelixDeCat

Lifer
Aug 4, 2000
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But seriously folks, life is too screwed up as it is to set yourself back with drugs.
 

Nocturnal

Lifer
Jan 8, 2002
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Seriously stop doing drugs, and maybe you'll feel that your life is less of a waste. Can't you get high off life? There are tons of other people here who can. I used to be like you, do the same things you do, got bored of it all. I'm pretty sure you're nearing your boredom of doing all of that crap. Definately get new friends as those friends you have now will get you no where but in trouble.

Continue school, and definately continue work. These two things will get you far in life, drugs will not. I hope that some of these messages actually get to your head and help you and hopefully change your outlook on life.