Originally posted by: Booster
I'm just not quite sure about this, but as I get older life seems so much more evil and dark. I don't even think I can handle age well. Crap, I'm 26. I feel that in just a few years I'm going to hit 30. And there is no way back, man. No, you can't rewind this movie. I'm right on the road to ugliness, loneliness and oldness and loosing all that I have and have ever had. Damn, how can I handle this... Lifetime just isn't enough to solve all my problems. And time is so short... I don't know what to do. Whatever I choose is wrong. I don't want anything and am completely lost. Wonder if anything could change this. Of course, I am now ready to die and all, but I don't see that happening either, just bad things, like me getting older and older and my skin covering with wrinkles until I die. I don't think I can take it.