I just dont see any future in my life right now......school, future, life......it's really not going the way I want it to be at all.
This is my last semester in school, and I'm retaking a class I did bad last semester. studying for 10 hours today(wasn't cramming), I still have no idea....and the test is monday. I mean, it comes to the point where I feel bad if I take a break...but i'm so tired, i really cant study anymore tonight.
My gpa is so bad that if I dont do good this semester, it will literally mean I wont graduate college, and my family and friends all think i'm gonna graduate.
I have no money now because I quit my job this semester to concentrate on school......but still no help.
I'm taking 5 classes, and 3 are easy(A or B grade for sure)......so i'm only technically studying for only 2 classes, but i think i'm doing bad in all 2 of them....even w/ studying everyday, and seeing the professors for help.
my girlfriend already graduated college and is coming to visit me and once she comes, we are gonna work on settling our lives together....
oh man, things are just not going things the way I want. I'm seriously and really doing the best that I can.....but I still haven't figured out what I am doing wrong.....
I mean, i'm really at the point where if I take a break to watch tv, or go out to buy some lunch, I feel that I shouldn't do it, because i'll regret it later..Im really not having fun...
and then, i'm watching full house, and this guy is giving jesse some advice, saying that he was chasing his pot of gold and forgot about what is really important, and really makes him a success...and i'm still thinking, what is success? right now, I just want to get this done...but it is not working out...and just dunno what to do....
just my rant...
This is my last semester in school, and I'm retaking a class I did bad last semester. studying for 10 hours today(wasn't cramming), I still have no idea....and the test is monday. I mean, it comes to the point where I feel bad if I take a break...but i'm so tired, i really cant study anymore tonight.
My gpa is so bad that if I dont do good this semester, it will literally mean I wont graduate college, and my family and friends all think i'm gonna graduate.
I have no money now because I quit my job this semester to concentrate on school......but still no help.
I'm taking 5 classes, and 3 are easy(A or B grade for sure)......so i'm only technically studying for only 2 classes, but i think i'm doing bad in all 2 of them....even w/ studying everyday, and seeing the professors for help.
my girlfriend already graduated college and is coming to visit me and once she comes, we are gonna work on settling our lives together....
oh man, things are just not going things the way I want. I'm seriously and really doing the best that I can.....but I still haven't figured out what I am doing wrong.....
I mean, i'm really at the point where if I take a break to watch tv, or go out to buy some lunch, I feel that I shouldn't do it, because i'll regret it later..Im really not having fun...
and then, i'm watching full house, and this guy is giving jesse some advice, saying that he was chasing his pot of gold and forgot about what is really important, and really makes him a success...and i'm still thinking, what is success? right now, I just want to get this done...but it is not working out...and just dunno what to do....
just my rant...