Thanks. It does make me feel better.
Unfortunately for me, I had cardiac catheterization. Turns out that a common side effect of that procedure is stroke. I had two strokes then (3 more since) and fortunately I'm not dead, and I can talk and move. But alas, I lost the ability to understand computer code. After a good part of my life either programming or running software businesses, sadly I couldn't do that any more. That is what qualified me for disability. Just doing what I can with what I have left.
Wow, that is really, really rough. The brain is a surprisingly robust thing, but also a surprisingly delicate thing, able to restore most gross functions after massive damage (albeit slowly) but also capable of losing highly important higher functions with a tiny bit of damage. You certainly have my sympathy. Personally I have no fear of death, but a lot of fear about stroke, which can take so much so quickly.
This year I have spent about 190 per month on food, I would spend more but I can't afford it. I can barely maintain my current weight (my BMI fluctuates between 20.2 and 21).
I would get foodstamps but I am a white single man and therefore inelligible for any govt assistance.
Look into church programs. They typically look for those who are honestly trying rather than those who fit preferred categories.
When the choice is to receive $X in benefits by not working or receive $Y in pay based on your skills and experience where $X > $Y how couldn't someone become trapped in poverty? People take the path of least resistance and earning more benefits than what they could earn on their own is the path many go down. Between my wife and I, we have 7 family members living on SSI, food stamps, and a plethora of other government assistance programs. Only 1 of them is truly "disabled" while the rest have found ways to get labeled as such only to avoid work.
I am in full support of the government offering safety nets to citizens. However, right now the safety nets have become so comfortable, many people choose to live in them rather than try to climb out. In some cases that isn't their fault; it's how the system is designed ($X > $Y).
Agreed, and that's a huge problem. But Jhhnn has a point about this economy; there simply aren't enough jobs to go around, and aren't likely to be any time soon. So while philosophically I'm in favor of shaming people who could and should be working, and driving them into work, there's no point to doing so until the economy can actually use them. In today's economy, driving one person off welfare and into work is likely to merely put another person there.