Friends wanted to get me shit-faced and wasted for the first time but it really didn't appeal to me. I don't know but I feel like my self-respect won't let me drink flammable liquid and inhale sh!t that makes me cough to make me feel insecure and weary. I think I'm a major workaholic. I don't even go to LANs anymore because I'm too focused on trying to make a career for myself (writing a screenplay, story, poety, drawing or doing a website). This a bad thing? I wanted to take your guy's advice and get wasted because it is my senior year but I just keep thinkin' I'll get caught and my career will be ruined.
So fvckin' paranoid.
So fvckin' paranoid.
