Do you ever feel like it's just the same repetitive sh!t every week, and it goes by so fast?
I'm taking 4 classes, working almost 40 hours and then deal with my crazy girlfriend. Even though I'm taking only 4 classes, there's a lot of work to do.
Like yesterday, I spent all day reading my textbook and I wrote a paper. I have a mid-term tomorrow with another paper due and then I got another mid-term on Thursday with another paper due.
Then, work is putting a lot on my shoulders. I'm only 19, I was hired as an intern and then promoted to part time with full benefits after 3 weeks of working here. I'm like a System Admin/Junior Network Engineer/bitch for the IT division. I'm supposed to work only 30 hours, but I usually work more and do some work on the weekends also. My boss understands that I'm in college but I don't think anyone else knows or cares. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE my job and plus I make a lot of money and I'm learning so much. I just wish sometimes that it would it have came a little later, but that's life. I have an excellent job, and this will be my job after I finish my degree in about 2 years; my boss already told me this.
Then comes the gf. Totally different than me. It's like I'm on some other level she is. She's a great girl, but she's a party girl...she has many influences. Plus, all of her co-workers and her friends are big partiers, so that's where she gets it from. I love partying, I do a lot. But sheesh, I need some time for myself sometimes and have some downtime. She's not doing so hot in her classes, and she never does any homework. I want her to change and just slow down and take it easy plus work on our relationship, but I can't tell her what to do. Three weeks into the relationship and I already see problems. :roll:
Plus, all of this makes me really stressed out. I just want things to go smooth and somethings I cannot control. So I freak out, I don't get sleep, and I don't eat. I keep on losing weight because I don't eat enough. Last week, if you guys saw my thread here, I was freaking out last monday. I had to take Tuesday off just to cool down and take a break. It definitely helped. This week though started a helluva lot better, I'm prepared for my exam tomorrow and I'm working ahead yet I have a crapload of work to do. I have to write up this solution for my job and present it to the company (yikes! 🙁 ).
Anyways, I'm off my soap box now. I'm just afraid that my life is going to be a cycle for the rest of my life, this sucks.
Cliffs:
1. School is going by fast
2. I'm moving up in the job world
3. == more responsibility and stress
4. Dan wants a break, but it doesn't look like he'll ever get one
5. ....
6. No profit.
I'm taking 4 classes, working almost 40 hours and then deal with my crazy girlfriend. Even though I'm taking only 4 classes, there's a lot of work to do.
Like yesterday, I spent all day reading my textbook and I wrote a paper. I have a mid-term tomorrow with another paper due and then I got another mid-term on Thursday with another paper due.
Then, work is putting a lot on my shoulders. I'm only 19, I was hired as an intern and then promoted to part time with full benefits after 3 weeks of working here. I'm like a System Admin/Junior Network Engineer/bitch for the IT division. I'm supposed to work only 30 hours, but I usually work more and do some work on the weekends also. My boss understands that I'm in college but I don't think anyone else knows or cares. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE my job and plus I make a lot of money and I'm learning so much. I just wish sometimes that it would it have came a little later, but that's life. I have an excellent job, and this will be my job after I finish my degree in about 2 years; my boss already told me this.
Then comes the gf. Totally different than me. It's like I'm on some other level she is. She's a great girl, but she's a party girl...she has many influences. Plus, all of her co-workers and her friends are big partiers, so that's where she gets it from. I love partying, I do a lot. But sheesh, I need some time for myself sometimes and have some downtime. She's not doing so hot in her classes, and she never does any homework. I want her to change and just slow down and take it easy plus work on our relationship, but I can't tell her what to do. Three weeks into the relationship and I already see problems. :roll:
Plus, all of this makes me really stressed out. I just want things to go smooth and somethings I cannot control. So I freak out, I don't get sleep, and I don't eat. I keep on losing weight because I don't eat enough. Last week, if you guys saw my thread here, I was freaking out last monday. I had to take Tuesday off just to cool down and take a break. It definitely helped. This week though started a helluva lot better, I'm prepared for my exam tomorrow and I'm working ahead yet I have a crapload of work to do. I have to write up this solution for my job and present it to the company (yikes! 🙁 ).
Anyways, I'm off my soap box now. I'm just afraid that my life is going to be a cycle for the rest of my life, this sucks.
Cliffs:
1. School is going by fast
2. I'm moving up in the job world
3. == more responsibility and stress
4. Dan wants a break, but it doesn't look like he'll ever get one
5. ....
6. No profit.
and a :beer:
