The only one here who is mental is you. I am not bitter a bit about the church because I have nothing to do with it. It's like child rape, I'm not bitter about that either. I am disgusted by those who would do it. Really, it's that simple. Nothing I say or do will change what the church has become, therefore why bother with it other than to laugh at it when the occasion presents itself.
Like it did here. Enough of a threadjack, lets get back to the show.
To me your state of ignorance is more important than the thread. You don't understand human psychology. The feeling of disgust you have for child abusers has its origin in childhood events where you were called out as being disgusting. You have transferred that self hate you were taught to feel about yourself on to them. You have been converted to the path of external blame to deny your awareness that it is you who you feel is disgusting. You can't repair that self hate so long as you play that game. Your bitterness about what happened to you is deeply buried. This is the hardest thing in the world to see. It isn't necessary to feel disgust for people who do wrong. All that is necessary is to stop them. Heaping disgust on them only makes them more determined to hide their sins and justify their actions. You don't make the world better with your disgust. You make it worse.