well, right now I'm a little happy, yet I'm extremely sad at the same momenty. I did things, such as consume a lot of alcohol and make good friends good, yet I feel sad I think becauseI consumed too much drinky. That beeing said I just want to be with the woman that inspires me....the woman that sends chills down my back and makes happiness reality in the utmost sense. I miss her, yet I do not know her....yet I want to, yet I do, adn then I don't as much as is necessary...necessary developement and evolution of relationship is in order....why am I stuck yet happy and ultumately completely sad right now? why do I want to cry even after I have fulfulled many of my utmost desires? Because I have not fulfilled my utmost desire of moral rightouseness and uniformity and love>
