I can't seem to focus on the project. I have built so many business process applications where I am supporting, organizing, training, analyzing, and developing the systems, that I think I am getting stretched too much. I am supporting about 1000 concurrent users on different platforms with different applications and new application requests keep coming in.
My boss wanted to give me the Senior Application position and so did some people from Admin which would have been nice but it got held back by some other managers and directors (it would also have been nice because then I would have more freedom and control with what projects get approved or not), but I at least need another person so that I can start with these other projects. ARG. I don't take many vacation days although I have accrued a lot because I am scared of falling behind on all the projects.
Now, I find that the moment I try to work on the next big project, something comes up with one of the old projects and I have to resolve that. A lot of the time, it is someone being lazy, not doing their work, and somehow they want me to handle everything, so I end up doing double the work, too. So, now, I now I am just staring at the code, and I can't seem to focus. :roll: Government... <sigh>.
I guess it doens't help that I post alot on ATOT.

My boss wanted to give me the Senior Application position and so did some people from Admin which would have been nice but it got held back by some other managers and directors (it would also have been nice because then I would have more freedom and control with what projects get approved or not), but I at least need another person so that I can start with these other projects. ARG. I don't take many vacation days although I have accrued a lot because I am scared of falling behind on all the projects.
Now, I find that the moment I try to work on the next big project, something comes up with one of the old projects and I have to resolve that. A lot of the time, it is someone being lazy, not doing their work, and somehow they want me to handle everything, so I end up doing double the work, too. So, now, I now I am just staring at the code, and I can't seem to focus. :roll: Government... <sigh>.
I guess it doens't help that I post alot on ATOT.
