Hey ATOT,
Thanks for your replies. All your feedback is great whether it's positive or negative or downright hilarious.
To be perfectly clear I was not fired, but laid off. Therefore I should be able to collect unemployment without a problem, my manager made me listen to that very carefully because he knew that I wouldn't have a problem collecting only if I acted fast. That night I had filed my claim. Also, I did not receive any severance pay and I didn't expect it. The owners are cheap, always have, always will, just the way they are.
So................I'm unemployed. What do I do? Am I embarrased? How do I pick myself up? Well, first of all the responses from my family and my wifes family has given me so much confidence. They are actually happy for me because they thought I should of been working for Northrup Gruman or Lockheed Martin instead. They are sending me all sorts of applications for me to apply to and it's just so cool for them to be so helpful. They have given me some positive reinforcement for sure.
What am I going to do with all this down time in between interviews? Well, I'm going to work out like crazy. I'm going to eat super healthy, since my wife and I decided to live on a tighter budget until I get a salary again. I'm going to get in tip top shape and feel super confident going into those interviews and feeling alpha. Also lifting weights and running has been a great way to keep my mind off my mixed emotions and just an overall way of releasing stress. I'm also going to surprise my wife and clean out the closets of all the old clothes and old misc items I've collected that she has always asked me to clean out. She will surely love this!
I feel very good right now ATOT, I may not have a job and I initially felt surprised by the lay off. But I am ready to start a new life. And at the age of 27, I feel like I am in my prime to really do new and better things.