its all a big matter of interpretation. i feel that you should do what your heart tells you to. if you feel you need to be buddist. go for it. if you feel happy being an atheist. more power to ya. there is no need to put anyone because of their personal beliefs. if you want to know more about the mormons, go straight to the source. if i want to buy a bmw im not gonna go to a ford dealer.. do your research properly so that you dont look like a fool trying to explain what others believe in. good luck in your studies. cheers.