Assuming you have not gone, I suggest you do not. If this is for real, and it is so foolish I wonder about that, my estimation of your winding up in the hospital or dead from eating mushrooms you pick is 3 out of 4. You NEVER NEVER do this without having an experienced mushroom hunter along a few times. Differences between choice edibles and widow makers are sometimes subtle. BTW, there is no antidote for most of the nasty (and all to common) ones. If you feel ill, I suggest you make the arrangements for your funeral in a hurry. You probably have only a few hours left.