man, life sucks......

Semidevil

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quick rant before I go back to study.

So after I got out of high school, I thought I was all pimpin because I was a straight A student, and all my teachers praised me for my hard work.

then I entered college. the first 2 years were ok, I made it through pretty decently. Then, came the third year, is where I started to fall apart. From past experiences, I thought I was pretty bright and could get through anything. I was an EE major, and after failing some classes, I thought it was no big deal, because I can do better in the summer. Well, summer came, and I still didn't do too hot. I tried so hard, and still didn't do good. that was the time when I decided I should change to a math major. Math was ok...doing ok and doing great...unfortunately, I made THE ultimate stupid choice.

To graduate my degree, I only had to take the basic math classes, and then some upper division electives. Stupid me, I decided to choose the hard hard hard classes, which actually have no use to me whatsoever. I wanted to go into statisics, probability, but I decide to take those, and also add some theoritical analysis, and abstract algebra. I was aware I have no common sense, and is ten times better at applied math, but I decide to take the abstract stuff just for the "sake of learning, because I am a "math major," and it might be "good for me."

Ofcourse, I understand education is a valuable tool, and learning how to think is very good, but when the priority is to graduate, I should have realized that, and not "try to be smart, just for the sake of education.

So my regrets:

-not changing major in time, therfore wasting time and money.
-changing major, but wanted to "try" some hard classes just because it's "good for me."
-not realizing reality.

So kids, what is Semidevil's moral to this story?

college is great. college is fun. but please be responsible and think further. Set priorities, and do what is important. If you are not in a rush to get out of school and get a job, then be my guest, stay and explore, but if you want to get out, get out first. People always say to realize your capabilities. but I say, realize what you are not capable of doing, and dont waste time if you can't do it. I know that if you try hard enough, anyone of us can do anything he/she desires. but I guess when it comes to different lifestyles, and the way we were brought up, our capabilities are all different and some of us are not cut out to be whatever your dream is.


thank you, wish me luck guys. I have shot myself in the foot many times, and I'll need all the atot luck to let me make it through.
 

FoBoT

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college is a minor part of your life, you spend a lot more years working/living in the real world , so just get through it and get to the real part
 

eakers

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i am also a math major, stats minor. i had my advanced analysis midterm today.
i don't like proving mondel's and dini's th'ms.

i feel your pain.

at least this was my last math class before i graduate, now onto picking up my stats classes for my minor.
 

Semidevil

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Originally posted by: FoBoT
college is a minor part of your life, you spend a lot more years working/living in the real world , so just get through it and get to the real part

yea, that's kind of what is pissing me off the most. I had a choice to make my final year very easy. I mean, I can really see myself taking 15 hours of upper division classes, and making a very good grade. But no, I decide to go the tougher route, and get through it the hard way. and now, I am at a point where I dont even know if I can make it. now I am paying for it....

dang it, theoritically, I know that what I am doing is good for me, building character, discipline, and critical thinking....but in reality, I guess you really can't go by theory. You need the concrete evidence, that diploma.....

I mean, I love challenges and trying new things....but I really need to stop it for a while.
*sigh*
 

acemcmac

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any day you wake up and don't have to drink water mixed with fecal matter is a day that LIFE DOESEN'T SUCK

GL man, I feel for ya :beer: