are you trying to say that I might have it too? that would really mess with my declining sanity...
Only if you're having these 'experiences' often, then perhaps. At first, I only had them once a week. A few months later, they were happening twice a week. A few months later...etc etc...until I was having them daily and still do today. Except they changed at the same time they increased in frequency.
At first, they were just weird to the extreme. You know how dreams involve imagery, like you 'see' little movies in your mind? They weren't like that first, no imagery at all. More like when you close your eyes, and you see those little fleeting fuzzy things, little zappers that flicker in the darkness, there is actually a name for them, but I forget it. Also it seems like you have gradual changes in the shade of darkness when your eyes are closed, some times shifting hues of color that come and go in wave-like progression.
Combined with that were the most bizarre 'feelings' I ever had. There's no way to describe those, because I never experienced anything like it before. I can only use words that are the closest approximations to what I felt. Feelings of weightlessness, heaviness, floating, falling, vibrations, rumbling, pressure, acceleration, decceleration, some times alternating, some times combined, all very disturbing.
Sounds were like 'whooshing' noises, like the noise you hear by holding a sea shell to your ear, except it was more like being INSIDE the sea shell. No voices or recognizable sounds. Just extremely weird stuff.
Then I started to get fleeting images, faces, whispers, voices, and recognizable sounds would get tossed into the disarray. I would often feel as though something bumped into me, like something was in the room or bed with me, or some 'thing' ran across the room in front of me.
They progressed to more dream-like experiences with recognizable imagery, intelligible 'scenes', memories of past experiences, objects, people, faces, things playing out like a little surreal movie that that you're actually in and watching at the same time.
Funny thing is, when I learned what they were, they stopped being so terrifying. It was almost like, "Oh, I'm having one of those hallucinations again." So I would 'go' with it, just experience it, trying to remember that it wasn't "really" happening, even if I was having a 'disturbing' experience. It was hard at first, but it became easier.
Now, they're often lucid, I can exert influence on them. I just "will" myself to dream something I want to dream, and it happens. Pretty cool.
Don't get me wrong, I'd give them up in a second if I could, I'd give my left nut to be free of this, but I've learned to cope with it in a way that is positive or at least not as traumatic.