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So today morning I started to feel a bit cold, and I became a bit depressed. By the middle of the day loud sounds/lights start to feel like little bombs imploding inside my head. Closer to night I start shivering and trying to heat my body near a heater, with a coat on. Still feel cold.
After watching comedy central with my bro for 2 hrs I stand up and go to my bed. I can barely see anything, pain is in every joint and with much pain I lay down on my bed at 12midnight.
Now the feels like it's boiling in my head, but my lower body is still cold. My upper spinal cord and head heats up to incredible degrees, I can't move I have no power to move at all. Pain floods my head like spam on myspace.. I feel extremely depressed and poweless. I lay there my body gets extremely hot and my head feels like it's full of hot blood that just wants to burst .
I try to move my lower body to heat it up (which is extremely hot already). Each breath fills my lungs with what feels like icecold air (even tho heater is on in the room). I'm trying to move each movement hurts. I can't even murmur anything, I feel hopeless. My blood gets so hot, I begin to worry about my blood clotting.
My lower spine feels so awkward and painful I want to rip it off. I try to touch "myself" but to no avail, it's soft (which btw never happens to me). I continue try to do that but to no avail. Trying for like 20-30 mins can't get it up at all, I feel almost paralyzed and very weak. By now I'm sweating and my pain level goes down, Still feel pain, but now I can bear it. I really couldn't force myself to think positively, trying to "float out of my body" didn't help just made it worse
This lasted I'd say for 3 hrs. If this is how cancer patients feel, I honestly can't tell if I could tolerate this level of pain for long. I didn't use any pain killers maybe that's why it was so painful. I went to the kitchen sink still barely walking and almost falling, drank a glass of water and posted this. Say this story is Emo, I don't care, I'm an Immigrant and need to practice my fucking English I feel very exhausted and now going to sleep.
*Update, headache came back 1 hr later (but not as bad as before), then I threw up after drinking another cup of water. Now I feel much better. I hope I stay that way and yea, I did clean up the mess off the carpet already
*Last update, looks like that was the last of it. Most of my symptoms went away now, my head still feels like it took a beating but I'm all good now
So today morning I started to feel a bit cold, and I became a bit depressed. By the middle of the day loud sounds/lights start to feel like little bombs imploding inside my head. Closer to night I start shivering and trying to heat my body near a heater, with a coat on. Still feel cold.
After watching comedy central with my bro for 2 hrs I stand up and go to my bed. I can barely see anything, pain is in every joint and with much pain I lay down on my bed at 12midnight.
Now the feels like it's boiling in my head, but my lower body is still cold. My upper spinal cord and head heats up to incredible degrees, I can't move I have no power to move at all. Pain floods my head like spam on myspace.. I feel extremely depressed and poweless. I lay there my body gets extremely hot and my head feels like it's full of hot blood that just wants to burst .
I try to move my lower body to heat it up (which is extremely hot already). Each breath fills my lungs with what feels like icecold air (even tho heater is on in the room). I'm trying to move each movement hurts. I can't even murmur anything, I feel hopeless. My blood gets so hot, I begin to worry about my blood clotting.
My lower spine feels so awkward and painful I want to rip it off. I try to touch "myself" but to no avail, it's soft (which btw never happens to me). I continue try to do that but to no avail. Trying for like 20-30 mins can't get it up at all, I feel almost paralyzed and very weak. By now I'm sweating and my pain level goes down, Still feel pain, but now I can bear it. I really couldn't force myself to think positively, trying to "float out of my body" didn't help just made it worse
This lasted I'd say for 3 hrs. If this is how cancer patients feel, I honestly can't tell if I could tolerate this level of pain for long. I didn't use any pain killers maybe that's why it was so painful. I went to the kitchen sink still barely walking and almost falling, drank a glass of water and posted this. Say this story is Emo, I don't care, I'm an Immigrant and need to practice my fucking English
I feel very exhausted and now going to sleep.*Update, headache came back 1 hr later (but not as bad as before), then I threw up after drinking another cup of water. Now I feel much better. I hope I stay that way and yea, I did clean up the mess off the carpet already
*Last update, looks like that was the last of it. Most of my symptoms went away now, my head still feels like it took a beating but I'm all good now
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