Good question, why do we do half the things we do. Because we enjoy what others think and feel. It seems not to matter about the time and place as long as people gather. But sometimes I get this guilt...like something else is out there that I should be doing. Maybe if I was doing it, I would feel the same feelings. Not knowing what it is the hardest part. It's like the bigger questions never lead back to the smaller ones, and the smaller questions don't add up to the ultimate question. Am I spending time in the best manner?