atta boy.. give yourself a gift.. nothing gives a ex-gf a crunch in the stomach when she sees that she missed out on something. The boxter, the job, take it in a positive way and you will find that you really dont miss much without her. Considering that with her you may not be able to get to what you have right now. Remember to reward yourself once in a while. I do so once a month.. and now its got into a habit. I reward myself by allocating 40 dollars each month on anything I desire.. other than my usual buying.. this is money is for something I wont spend otherwise. Normally its a game or a dvd... however this month I went and slurged to get a MP3 CD player.
Oh by the way if you see her smile and let her turn green when she sees you in your boxter.