- Feb 11, 2005
- 7,942
- 2
- 0
backstory:
I'm in 1st grade, I meet this girl, she's my first crush. Anyway several years later we meet up again in like 5th or 6th grade, again I end up with a crush on her, she was a real nice kid. Anyhow, so on the last day of 6th grade I KNOW that I'm moving to another town..and I'm DYING to say something to her. So end of the day comes and I'm tryin to talk myself into sayin something to her..I'm procrastinating as everyone's leaving..finally I get the courage to go down to her class room to say something as everyone's leaving for the summer...only I'm too late, she had already left and was all the way at the other end of a crowded hall, and the last I ever saw of her she was all the way down the hall leaving the school. I never forgot that feeling in the pit of my stomach. I felt like crap all summer. But to this DAY I will take a chance no matter how slim it is, on any girl, because rejection sucks, but that feeling of 'why couldn't I just have said something' is worse. Obviously I know I wouldn't have married the girl or anything, it was just the principle of the thing.
Well today I'm on facebook lookin for a friend at another college...and I see this girl's name, and I think 'isn't that funny, that's the girl I had a crush on when I was a kid"...then I realize someone told me once that she actually ended up going to the college that I'm searching through....I'm going to say something, but have NO idea what to say.
I'm in 1st grade, I meet this girl, she's my first crush. Anyway several years later we meet up again in like 5th or 6th grade, again I end up with a crush on her, she was a real nice kid. Anyhow, so on the last day of 6th grade I KNOW that I'm moving to another town..and I'm DYING to say something to her. So end of the day comes and I'm tryin to talk myself into sayin something to her..I'm procrastinating as everyone's leaving..finally I get the courage to go down to her class room to say something as everyone's leaving for the summer...only I'm too late, she had already left and was all the way at the other end of a crowded hall, and the last I ever saw of her she was all the way down the hall leaving the school. I never forgot that feeling in the pit of my stomach. I felt like crap all summer. But to this DAY I will take a chance no matter how slim it is, on any girl, because rejection sucks, but that feeling of 'why couldn't I just have said something' is worse. Obviously I know I wouldn't have married the girl or anything, it was just the principle of the thing.
Well today I'm on facebook lookin for a friend at another college...and I see this girl's name, and I think 'isn't that funny, that's the girl I had a crush on when I was a kid"...then I realize someone told me once that she actually ended up going to the college that I'm searching through....I'm going to say something, but have NO idea what to say.
