I would rather worry about Bill Gates and whether he is good or evil than feel how I really feel or know that my unconscious feelings about everything determine my attitude toward life. I'd rather worry about Gates also because when I run out of shit to worry about I sometime accidentally start to feel relaxed and that leads right into a panic attack. I used to be naive and happy as a child and it got me killed. Probably that fucker Bill Gates had something to do with that too. You won't see me drop my guard. They are out to get you wherever you go.
