I'm confused...

[evolvedbullet]

I have gone brain dead, my great crush is on someone in my sub-family, my life is a ruin since my plans couldn't be done because of the lack of willpower I possess (I wish I wasn't human!), I am only a 17 year old seeking success and merriness (I have never been happy in the longest time 'it feels like it's been forever'), I live in fear from my parents, I fear society's aggression, and my brain isn't normal or gifted as I may say. I don't know what to do, I'm in a twine here. I think I should relax but what should I really do please.

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[vshah]

didn't you post this in L&R already?

 

[tasmanian]

Your having incest thoughts?

 

[Whoozyerdaddy]

Originally posted by: evolvedbullet
I have gone brain dead, my great crush is on someone in my sub-family, my life is a ruin since my plans couldn't be done because of the lack of willpower I possess (I wish I wasn't human!), I am only a 17 year old seeking success and merriness (I have never been happy in the longest time 'it feels like it's been forever'), I live in fear from my parents, I fear society's aggression, and my brain isn't normal or gifted as I may say. I don't know what to do, I'm in a twine here. I think I should relax but what should I really do please.

Yeah. You should relax.

Take a breath. In through the nose, out through mouth. You've got 70 more years of this to deal with. If you relax and go with it, most of them will be fun. Certainly not all of them, but most of them. Take the long view.

 

[evolvedbullet]

Originally posted by: vshah
didn't you post this in L&R already?

I did but I realized that only went over a particular situation (and even in the future) but this post is about my entire life so far.

 

[evolvedbullet]

Originally posted by: tasmanian
Your having incest thoughts?

What?! Well.. I would be lieing if I never thought about that but really I do hope that it never "really" happens. The story is too long to tell and the topic doesn't fall under this kind of talk (since it is only 'OT and not L@R').

 

[vshah]

just relax man, you've got your entire life ahead of you. If you don't get this one, you'll get the next.

 

[evolvedbullet]

To be very honest, I don't know how to relax. Maybe I don't know how the feeling feels like, maybe I've felt it before but I can't recall the last time I had a 'soothing' feeling. I hate the computer and I don't like to play video games but I play them anyway. Reading books has always got to me, but I'm very limited with books around my home. Women.. they create problems (I know that is the truth!), I can only be at peace alone and at a certain time of day (or morning), and I have a problem without being productive (I get pissed off at myself :/).

 

[Whoozyerdaddy]

Originally posted by: evolvedbullet

Originally posted by: vshah
didn't you post this in L&R already?

I did but I realized that only went over a particular situation (and even in the future) but this post is about my entire life so far.

:laugh: Not to make light of your worries... but 20 years from now you'll still only be in your 30's. Drop the teen worries, relax, be happy with yourself. If your not happy with yourself work to improve yourself (realizing that it won't happen over night).

You're fine. You're so fine you don't even realize it. Just calm down and live your life.