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If you died right now...

HAL9000

HAL9000

Lifer
How would you feel about your life? I'm not talking about regrets of things you are yet to do, I'm talking about how you've spent your life so far. Do you feel you've lived enough? Have you made the most of the time you've had or have you wasted your time?

I was thinking about this earlier and I'm comfortable saying that I don't feel like I've wasted my life, I'm happy with my life so far, there are things I want to do, but in terms of my life so I'm very happy with how much I've lived.
 
If I died right now it would be fucking shameful. I am fat, disgusting, no girlfriend, live in what's considered one of the shittiest poorest neighborhoods in the United States, got a nowhere job, and have nothing to my name.

I swear I'd welcome death, but the absolute embarrassment that I would feel at the time of death would be unbearable. When the 2 or 3 people who'll come to my funeral come by, they'll only talk about how lonely I was, and how I never made a thing of myself.
 
amdhunter said:
If I died right now it would be fucking shameful. I am fat, disgusting, no girlfriend, live in what's considered one of the shittiest poorest neighborhoods in the United States, got a nowhere job, and have nothing to my name.

I swear I'd welcome death, but the absolute embarrassment that I would feel at the time of death would be unbearable. When the 2 or 3 people who'll come to my funeral come by, they'll only talk about how lonely I was, and how I never made a thing of myself.
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So do something about it.
 
amdhunter said:
If I died right now it would be fucking shameful. I am fat, disgusting, no girlfriend, live in what's considered one of the shittiest poorest neighborhoods in the United States, got a nowhere job, and have nothing to my name.

I swear I'd welcome death, but the absolute embarrassment that I would feel at the time of death would be unbearable. When the 2 or 3 people who'll come to my funeral come by, they'll only talk about how lonely I was, and how I never made a thing of myself.
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I agree with Spartan Niner, do something about it!
 
In time the day star will be vanquished and a shadow will descend upon the land. Should I not escape this mortal shell to find refuge amongst the non-corporeal intelligence that visits the dreamers by night, then I shall try to expand my consciousness to the ends of this plane and have my will pressed upon those who can comprehend my existence. Through them, I will be reborn and come to put this world to the flame to avenge the life that was extinguished in the void that was once my soul.
 
I'd be disappoint. I want to see what happens. Do we live on the Moon or other planet? Do we travel to other Stars? Are Aliens Hot or Not?


Don't expect to see the answer to any of those questions even if I live to a ripe old age, so I'll be disappoint regardless.
 
I'm pretty satisfied with where I am. Done school, got a decent full time job, have a house, and I have no debts other than the mortgage, and occasional short term credit card balance which usually gets paid before interest kicks in. Though it would be kinda young to die at 25 and I do have some stuff in life I still need to eventually do, like get a girl friend, get married, get laid, have kids and all that family stuff... but honestly I'm in no hurry for that and happy where I am now.

And this thread reminded me, if I was to die, nobody has any information on how to continue to maintain any of my websites. I should probably put my web hosting password in my will. Scratch that, I need to actually make a will. Never too early.
 
amdhunter said:
If I died right now it would be fucking shameful. I am fat, disgusting, no girlfriend, live in what's considered one of the shittiest poorest neighborhoods in the United States, got a nowhere job, and have nothing to my name.

I swear I'd welcome death, but the absolute embarrassment that I would feel at the time of death would be unbearable. When the 2 or 3 people who'll come to my funeral come by, they'll only talk about how lonely I was, and how I never made a thing of myself.
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Didn't you post a pic of yourself on here somewhere wearing a toy Hulk fist? You didn't look that fat there.
 
I've done some things...

I grew up on a lake in upstate NY, I've been to the top of the World Trade Center observation deck, sailed sailboats, surfed big waves, ridden motorcycles, lived in Los Angeles and now San Diego, I've been to Europe, met many interesting people of different nationalities and cultures and developed close friendships, seen many great musical performances, married to a wonderful woman, own a home with her, have a beautiful son with her...yeah, I've done some things. I still have a desire to do more though.

Yeah, I'd have regrets that I didn't get to do some things...or that I'd have done some things differently. Anyone who says they have no regrets is a fucking liar...or has no ambition at all.
 
I wouldn't feel or think anything, I'd be dead...

to answer the hypothetical question...my life sucks. sure it could be worse but relative to my "peers", it sucks.
 
If I died right now, the last thing I would have done in life was to use bad grammar in a HAL9000 thread, leading to mixed reflections on how I spent my time.
 
If I died now, by definition I wouldn't be feeling ANYTHING about my life 🙂 . Which is a comforting thought.

I'm old. I've had a wild and wacky ride. If my time is up, it's up. Good-bye, gang, it's been great knowing you. The valuables are in the - AAARRRRRGGGHH!!!


formerly Princess Ida
 
Eh. I've pretty much accomplished everything I'm worth. I'm at that point where I'm just waiting for retirement. I'm insured, so I wouldn't care too much if I went. 🙁
 
nanette1985 said:
If I died now, by definition I wouldn't be feeling ANYTHING about my life 🙂 . Which is a comforting thought.

I'm old. I've had a wild and wacky ride. If my time is up, it's up. Good-bye, gang, it's been great knowing you. The valuables are in the - AAARRRRRGGGHH!!!


formerly Princess Ida
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Why the name change?
 
I would be dissapointed that I've planned out my life with the intention of living longer (e.g. 6 years of college) when I could have been living life up during those years. I'm in my mid 20s.
 
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