sorry it took so long for the response. he was almost 15 years old
i have some pics, i'll have to scan them in and post it. i'm kinda feeling bad that he feels we betrayed him because we let harm come to him by killing him 🙁
there was nothing we could do though, he was in pain. he had cancer, and we found out back in march/april. we started him on chemo and he was better, but then he came out of remission. the doc gave him a stronger dose, but he became REALLY sick. we resolved not to do chemo anymore. as he got better, his lymph nodes started to swell again, so i told my parents to just have a smaller dose done since he seemed to be able to take it, and it would reduce the swelling. he got sick again, but his nodes were reduced.
after that we knew no more chemo at all. then he just went downhill from there 🙁 his face looked like he had the mumps. i can't shake the feeling of betrayal. he wasn't my pet, he was my brother. he was my parents child. he was my baby