- Jun 12, 2001
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I wouldn't consider myself a wimp. I play paintball. I had open-heart surgery (to fix a minor problem) right after I graduated high school. I've had a lot more experience in the pain area than most people my age, and pain doesn't really bother me all that much.
So why does this happen?
My doctor says it's actually a physical condition. That some artery or vein constricts my bloodflow or something when I see blood.
I still think it's strange. When I see a needle coming for my arm, it just hits me like a ton of bricks. Sweating, restlessness, the cold-needle feeling like your leg is asleep, a brown curtain coming over my vision, nausea, all at once. It's the worst feeling in the world.
The things that set it off are:
1. Blood in movies.
Not gunshots (those don't bother me), but knives and things. Just hearing someone say "slit throat" or "slit wrists" gets me feeling dizzy. Hell, I just got a little sweaty while typing it.
I most definitely can't watch slasher movies. I tried watching "Scream", didn't even make it till Drew finished dying.
Disembowlings REALLY get to me, as do things to do with the kidneys. I saw the end of the 6th sense, and it made me feel really bad. Unbelievable.
2. injections. Lay me down, give me a cold compress, cuz I'm out for the count.
3. not eating properly. If i don't eat anything substantial, and then eat a lot of sugar, I get these feelings a lot more easily. I believe I'm slightly hypoglycemic.
I'm just plain pissed off that this happens. I can watch the most violent gunfighting Schwartzenegger, Die Hard, Lethal Weapon movies over and over and it won't affect me at all. Bring in a knife, or stab a kidney and I'm done for. Holy crap, I can barely stand to write this post. WHY, dammit!
I KNOW I'm not alone here. Who else experiences this? Does anyone know how to stop it?
So why does this happen?
My doctor says it's actually a physical condition. That some artery or vein constricts my bloodflow or something when I see blood.
I still think it's strange. When I see a needle coming for my arm, it just hits me like a ton of bricks. Sweating, restlessness, the cold-needle feeling like your leg is asleep, a brown curtain coming over my vision, nausea, all at once. It's the worst feeling in the world.
The things that set it off are:
1. Blood in movies.
Not gunshots (those don't bother me), but knives and things. Just hearing someone say "slit throat" or "slit wrists" gets me feeling dizzy. Hell, I just got a little sweaty while typing it.
I most definitely can't watch slasher movies. I tried watching "Scream", didn't even make it till Drew finished dying.
Disembowlings REALLY get to me, as do things to do with the kidneys. I saw the end of the 6th sense, and it made me feel really bad. Unbelievable.
2. injections. Lay me down, give me a cold compress, cuz I'm out for the count.
3. not eating properly. If i don't eat anything substantial, and then eat a lot of sugar, I get these feelings a lot more easily. I believe I'm slightly hypoglycemic.
I'm just plain pissed off that this happens. I can watch the most violent gunfighting Schwartzenegger, Die Hard, Lethal Weapon movies over and over and it won't affect me at all. Bring in a knife, or stab a kidney and I'm done for. Holy crap, I can barely stand to write this post. WHY, dammit!
I KNOW I'm not alone here. Who else experiences this? Does anyone know how to stop it?
