Right now, I want to study but in reality I just don't want. I will be honest with everything and divulge alot to show you what I'm dealing with. At the moment, I have two projects to do for my German and my English class (11th grade; Junior). I have just recently finished my German project and now I only have my English project left. I do extra work on my English and German because I am horrible at both. I don't my predicate from my subject, that's how horrible I am at English so keep the insults within please. Dealing with my laziness is a battle I just can't win, I tried forcing myself to do stuff but my critical thinking kicks in and questions why I am doing this. When I critical think, I think of why I'm doing this and how is this benefiting you? Those questions always bring me down and demoralize me to do my homework, especially with company around. I can't work with company around, I just feel as though there watching over my back which is somewhat unsettling.
What I did for my German project was to make a situation involving you and someone else in conversation at a restaurant. You are ordering food and having discussion but you also have to follow a long criteria established by the teacher. Me and my brother have just completed a video presentation about that and I am glad that is out of my way although I don't feel any different. I thought I would feel relaxed and free once I got finished with this project but the feeling has still yet to happen. Maybe it was the thought that was in the back of my mind, the thought of finishing my English project. That project isn't even due till next week Tuesday but I make a bigger deal out of things. The thing that is on my mind is the last few weekdays of school, my brain has been mixed up with this girl at school (who is the second person I hit on, she is ALSO MARRIED! My luck huh?) and my school studies. I promised myself and to my ****headed friends that love will not get in the way of my education like it did last year but apparently I have become a hypocrite and lied to myself; I fight it as much as I can but it is just to strong to fight off so it remains present always within me.
I would also like some advice on studying tactics, I have recently snapped at the smartest person I know because he thought school was easy and work is the real problem with life (school = easy, work = hard, important). I was acting as if I was Penn J. Teller and went all factual on his ass. I just don't understand how people can get smart so easily and go on with life as if it wasn't entertaining at all? I know there is alot to do in this world and I when someone says that there bored, I tell them to just pick up a saxophone and play your hear out
. I am a person who just got smart at the beginning of this year, I realized that being ignorant, very selfish, and being lazy will not get me anywhere unless if I put my life into use. I have no idea if the smart students where serious when they were in there middle school age or even earlier but does that explain the complexity of there brain? I want to develop my brain to the point till I can't anymore (I have no idea how far you can go but I will try my best); to become a smart individual. If I can find a good balance or blend between school and my personal life, I can surely prosper into something that is rare.
I have been assaulted with the idea that there are written procedures on how to become smart, like you have to do this or you have to be gifted. I have also been told, which I believe this message because I have a brain with logical senses, that you can be anything you want to be if you work hard enough. I know the cold, dim reality of this nation now, you can pick what career you want but many doors will be closed for you since those positions are already high in number or are already occupied. I thought about being a mechanical engineer or a politician or something with good money. I have made a whole post dedicated to a job with the highest pay so there is no reason why I should start another when it already exists.
Please folks, Help me with whatever you can. Thank you
What I did for my German project was to make a situation involving you and someone else in conversation at a restaurant. You are ordering food and having discussion but you also have to follow a long criteria established by the teacher. Me and my brother have just completed a video presentation about that and I am glad that is out of my way although I don't feel any different. I thought I would feel relaxed and free once I got finished with this project but the feeling has still yet to happen. Maybe it was the thought that was in the back of my mind, the thought of finishing my English project. That project isn't even due till next week Tuesday but I make a bigger deal out of things. The thing that is on my mind is the last few weekdays of school, my brain has been mixed up with this girl at school (who is the second person I hit on, she is ALSO MARRIED! My luck huh?) and my school studies. I promised myself and to my ****headed friends that love will not get in the way of my education like it did last year but apparently I have become a hypocrite and lied to myself; I fight it as much as I can but it is just to strong to fight off so it remains present always within me.
I would also like some advice on studying tactics, I have recently snapped at the smartest person I know because he thought school was easy and work is the real problem with life (school = easy, work = hard, important). I was acting as if I was Penn J. Teller and went all factual on his ass. I just don't understand how people can get smart so easily and go on with life as if it wasn't entertaining at all? I know there is alot to do in this world and I when someone says that there bored, I tell them to just pick up a saxophone and play your hear out
. I am a person who just got smart at the beginning of this year, I realized that being ignorant, very selfish, and being lazy will not get me anywhere unless if I put my life into use. I have no idea if the smart students where serious when they were in there middle school age or even earlier but does that explain the complexity of there brain? I want to develop my brain to the point till I can't anymore (I have no idea how far you can go but I will try my best); to become a smart individual. If I can find a good balance or blend between school and my personal life, I can surely prosper into something that is rare.I have been assaulted with the idea that there are written procedures on how to become smart, like you have to do this or you have to be gifted. I have also been told, which I believe this message because I have a brain with logical senses, that you can be anything you want to be if you work hard enough. I know the cold, dim reality of this nation now, you can pick what career you want but many doors will be closed for you since those positions are already high in number or are already occupied. I thought about being a mechanical engineer or a politician or something with good money. I have made a whole post dedicated to a job with the highest pay so there is no reason why I should start another when it already exists.
Please folks, Help me with whatever you can. Thank you
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