StormRider
Diamond Member
Since my parents immigrated from mainland China I was not raised in a religious environment. Sometimes I wished I was so I would feel like I belonged more. But anyways, here is how I was introduced to God:
I was either in the 1st grade or kindergarden and some kid came up to me and asked if he could have my cupcake from the school lunch offered at the cafeteria. Since I was the type of kid who always wanted to please others, I said "okay, you can have my cupcake". Then I started wondering, "why did he want my cupcake so badly?". I went to the wall with the cafeteria menu that was posted and saw that today's lunch they had a special "jelly bean cupcake!" I quickly regretted my decision to offer him my cupcake.
So, I went up to him and asked if it was okay for me to keep the cupcake since I didn't realize it had a jelly bean on it. He got really angry and called me an "Indian giver" and that "God would punish me". I quickly said, "if it meant this much to you, you can have the cupcake -- I was only asking". Well he refused, and I began to worry about this "God". Who was he? And how would I be punished? I was always taught to obey my elders and it worried me that I disobey this "God".
So, I went up to the pretty girl with either red or brown hair (can't remember) who had freckles and asked, "Who is God?"
And she replied, "God is the person who created everything -- he created the birds, people, the ground,...everthing!".
I said, "Oh." and walked away puzzled. A few minutes later, I came back and asked, "If God created everything, who created him?"
And she replied, "Oh, I dunno....maybe he found some old bones somewhere and put himself together." I remember laughing because I thought she was funny.
And that's how I was introduced to God. 🙂
Over the years I thought about God a lot (especially during my undergraduate years at college) but it would fill serveral more pages talking about my thoughts and experiences so I'll just end it here for now.
I was either in the 1st grade or kindergarden and some kid came up to me and asked if he could have my cupcake from the school lunch offered at the cafeteria. Since I was the type of kid who always wanted to please others, I said "okay, you can have my cupcake". Then I started wondering, "why did he want my cupcake so badly?". I went to the wall with the cafeteria menu that was posted and saw that today's lunch they had a special "jelly bean cupcake!" I quickly regretted my decision to offer him my cupcake.
So, I went up to him and asked if it was okay for me to keep the cupcake since I didn't realize it had a jelly bean on it. He got really angry and called me an "Indian giver" and that "God would punish me". I quickly said, "if it meant this much to you, you can have the cupcake -- I was only asking". Well he refused, and I began to worry about this "God". Who was he? And how would I be punished? I was always taught to obey my elders and it worried me that I disobey this "God".
So, I went up to the pretty girl with either red or brown hair (can't remember) who had freckles and asked, "Who is God?"
And she replied, "God is the person who created everything -- he created the birds, people, the ground,...everthing!".
I said, "Oh." and walked away puzzled. A few minutes later, I came back and asked, "If God created everything, who created him?"
And she replied, "Oh, I dunno....maybe he found some old bones somewhere and put himself together." I remember laughing because I thought she was funny.
And that's how I was introduced to God. 🙂
Over the years I thought about God a lot (especially during my undergraduate years at college) but it would fill serveral more pages talking about my thoughts and experiences so I'll just end it here for now.