the only way is to buy a $500 beater and drive it til it dies.. then afterwards, chances are that you will trade your car in for a manual transmission car, then about 6 months later you will say fvck now i know how to drive it, and my auto was much easier.. so you'll sell it for a loss and buy an automatic again.. its the only way, you can keep denying it as long as you want, but you know there is no other way.
