I am sorry you are not well. i know what it feels like. i have 4 auto immune disorders one being lupus nephritis which placed me on dialysis. my family are not caregivers and my only child passed away 9 years ago. so you could say i'm sick and alone.
what i do is keep my mind positive, easier said than done. sometimes you fail at it, but think of each day as a new day to start fesh and positive. you neer know some braniac humanitarian may have a cure for you. if you want to talk to someone you can email me but just know you are not truly alone in this and many are where you are.
stay strong and hopeful. also ignore the naysayers who are clueless as to what its like to be sick. because you said sick not dead. as for movies, they really suck most of them, hallmark channel is pretty good. i like denzel washington movies, robert deniro, anthony hopkins, there are a few new one ou but at home are limited and you basically have a long wait in between movies. just saw the call with halle berry. it was okay. try that one. its just hit and miss. stay strong emotionally and hopeful. health and wealth to you.