well last week I tried to kill myself twice, both drunk, which made me think I wasn't crazy since I did it drunk, but it does wear on your mind, especially since alcohol is a depressant. I told myself that, since I had the ability to question whether I was crazy or not, I wasn't crazy.
I thought about going to a psych, but after not drinking I feel a lot better, so... I don't know, just be honest with yourself.🙂