- Nov 22, 2004
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honestly, she has never upset me in this way before. i have some very important things that need to be done by the end of the week and we decided to have a fight today of all days.
the fight was nothing special. we fight occasionally, but somehow this escalated and i can't help but get these strong urges to want to beat the sh!t out of her. honestly, i've tried to resolve this by telling her to put the fight behind us b/c i have to focus on taking care of this matter that needs to be completed before january. i have 2 days left and she has completely WASTED my day's progress. i've gotten nowhere.
i literally wish i never went out with her in the first place. i wish so badly that i remained single.
edit: UPDATE! i feel like i've been in a merri-go-round at light speed. she's spewing so much sh!t at me now that i just need to sleep
edit 2: goodnight atot. ill be back on tomorrow. i need some fvcking sleep.
the fight was nothing special. we fight occasionally, but somehow this escalated and i can't help but get these strong urges to want to beat the sh!t out of her. honestly, i've tried to resolve this by telling her to put the fight behind us b/c i have to focus on taking care of this matter that needs to be completed before january. i have 2 days left and she has completely WASTED my day's progress. i've gotten nowhere.
i literally wish i never went out with her in the first place. i wish so badly that i remained single.
edit: UPDATE! i feel like i've been in a merri-go-round at light speed. she's spewing so much sh!t at me now that i just need to sleep
edit 2: goodnight atot. ill be back on tomorrow. i need some fvcking sleep.
