Fucking A dude.
I started running again and regained my composure. I already went down from 250-234, but it's been slowed down due to the freezing temperatures in NYC. I can't take the cold weather while running. Literally annoys my lungs breathing in the cold air.
The biggest thing that changed my life??? MY FUCKING MATTRESS! It had a dip in it, and it caused me a ton of pain. I literally couldn't get out of the bed. My back was completely f-ed up, and I couldn't walk straight.
I feel so much better now. It's just the winter weather has completely fucked me over.