guys,
we all know how fvcked up am i and all, but right now I'm having some serious problems.
Like you know how I could get obsessed about little stupid things and think about the all the time until my mind was lost from the rest of the world, and I was lost in a world of confusion not knowing any answers to my original questions, extreme anxiety attacks, and leaving myself with big headaches afterwards.
when i get into these anxiety attacks i cant think or do anything else at all. sometimes my life stops for like 3 hours while i think about something and i can never find answers or resolve what im thinking about. Actually usually I will, but it will happen much later on, and then a new problem comes up in my head.
For example, earlier it was my diet that I always thought about. I was constantly going back and forth between ideas, couldnt figure out what was wrong or right, and I'm very glad that I've finally settled on something.
Now my new issue is girls. I can't decide how I would go about dating them and in what situations and what not.
like i dont know if it would be my style to ask girls out that u see in public vs. whether I should just wait and just ask the girls out that are apart of my regular life.
i dont really know what the point of dating is anymore. some ppl do it to find someone they like, but it seems like others just do it for kicks, and im wondering if it would be worthwhile for me to do it for kicks, and if that is possible without having sexual stuff involved, etc, etc, etc,
as you can see im in a big fuckin mess.
EDIT: thought of something more to say:
like people are telling me that i should date girls anyway this summer, even though i only have 1 month before college starts, and im outta here.
i mean i thought the whole point of dating was to find someone to get involved in a good relationship with, right?
it sounds like some ppl will date, for reasons that relate to appearances only. and then they 'get to know the persons personality later' thru dating? wtf?
how the hell do you keep all of that straight? like how do you know who you are really interested if your dating 5 different girls that you all met at the beach,
and say there's this fine chick that goes to the same school as you, that you talk to everyday??
and how the heck do you decide how much time you should alot to dating? like how much is too little and how much is too much?
I know this one guy who basically isnt close friends with anyone at all, but he's also a player, who has a date literally every night of the week!
Everything is so dang confusing!!
we all know how fvcked up am i and all, but right now I'm having some serious problems.
Like you know how I could get obsessed about little stupid things and think about the all the time until my mind was lost from the rest of the world, and I was lost in a world of confusion not knowing any answers to my original questions, extreme anxiety attacks, and leaving myself with big headaches afterwards.
when i get into these anxiety attacks i cant think or do anything else at all. sometimes my life stops for like 3 hours while i think about something and i can never find answers or resolve what im thinking about. Actually usually I will, but it will happen much later on, and then a new problem comes up in my head.
For example, earlier it was my diet that I always thought about. I was constantly going back and forth between ideas, couldnt figure out what was wrong or right, and I'm very glad that I've finally settled on something.
Now my new issue is girls. I can't decide how I would go about dating them and in what situations and what not.
like i dont know if it would be my style to ask girls out that u see in public vs. whether I should just wait and just ask the girls out that are apart of my regular life.
i dont really know what the point of dating is anymore. some ppl do it to find someone they like, but it seems like others just do it for kicks, and im wondering if it would be worthwhile for me to do it for kicks, and if that is possible without having sexual stuff involved, etc, etc, etc,
as you can see im in a big fuckin mess.
EDIT: thought of something more to say:
like people are telling me that i should date girls anyway this summer, even though i only have 1 month before college starts, and im outta here.
i mean i thought the whole point of dating was to find someone to get involved in a good relationship with, right?
it sounds like some ppl will date, for reasons that relate to appearances only. and then they 'get to know the persons personality later' thru dating? wtf?
how the hell do you keep all of that straight? like how do you know who you are really interested if your dating 5 different girls that you all met at the beach,
and say there's this fine chick that goes to the same school as you, that you talk to everyday??
and how the heck do you decide how much time you should alot to dating? like how much is too little and how much is too much?
I know this one guy who basically isnt close friends with anyone at all, but he's also a player, who has a date literally every night of the week!
Everything is so dang confusing!!
I've already missed out on enough fun in my life.
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